i look at you and all i see is myself looking back at me...
work has been an ass kicker lately, im a slave to the man. but i like the girls i work with well all but one crazy bitch. and im getting paid so its all good. i got back in touch with some old friends this week one of which is mo-nizzle. i think we have both changed a little but it was good to see her again. its been too long ive decided to let the past go and for me thats a big deal btu its just seems right.
school blows but ya no its school so whateva...
im in a really good place right now for some reason im super calm and i am sorta just going with the flow..so unlike me im not incontrol of every aspect of my life and for once that feels dangerously good. i trust they hands that are making those decisions for me which is shocking. i love the fact that i got home at 4.30 this weekend and yet i didnt want to leave him..its a good feeling that i had long forgoten. i dont think i have ever been satisfyed with or ok with being in limbo are we dating..yes..are we single..yes but i am and its so comfortable. a guy who doesnt care that i wear sweats when we hang out is one to keep...
im soooo excited about this so be excite for me! i was dying to go to an atmosphere concert but none of the dates or venues worked out for me and who would go with me? honeslty no one down here excpet EB listens to them but SLUG is gonna be on Jim Kim and i got tix to be in the audience so i get to hear him..live for $free$ i no its not as good as a concert but hell its better than nothing!!! im so fucking stoked! and ive never been to the one-iota before so that will be neat.
for shizzle..
school blows but ya no its school so whateva...
im in a really good place right now for some reason im super calm and i am sorta just going with the flow..so unlike me im not incontrol of every aspect of my life and for once that feels dangerously good. i trust they hands that are making those decisions for me which is shocking. i love the fact that i got home at 4.30 this weekend and yet i didnt want to leave him..its a good feeling that i had long forgoten. i dont think i have ever been satisfyed with or ok with being in limbo are we dating..yes..are we single..yes but i am and its so comfortable. a guy who doesnt care that i wear sweats when we hang out is one to keep...
im soooo excited about this so be excite for me! i was dying to go to an atmosphere concert but none of the dates or venues worked out for me and who would go with me? honeslty no one down here excpet EB listens to them but SLUG is gonna be on Jim Kim and i got tix to be in the audience so i get to hear him..live for $free$ i no its not as good as a concert but hell its better than nothing!!! im so fucking stoked! and ive never been to the one-iota before so that will be neat.
for shizzle..