Sep 19, 2009 23:44
Was a popular song when I got had my boob job.
When I had my "got my titties" in April 07, I brought a pic of Pam Anderson's first Playboy shoot and said I want these... Well I got them lol I just looked it up and it's like an exact replica... creepy huh
Actually I love them but I wanna make the move from saline to silicone. Silicone was not back on the market until a month after I got mine done. It's softer and more natural, and since I've kinda been toning it down, I am kinda tired of my Pam Anderson fakes. And maybe a lil bigger, although I have a full D I want double's. It wouldn't look that different than me wearing a bra. The surgery was sheer hell for me the first time around, although I'm sure it won't be as bad and have had a few friends do it with speedy recoveries. I don't know. Lately I've been a different Brandi Angele, much less tanned and high heeled, shorter hair and minimal makeup. And I wear glasses. I actually weigh a whole 112lbs. And I like it.
Oh and I finally don't look like jailbait, either. I rarely even get ID'ed for alcohol, and I'm not super far past the limit or anything. I'm not old enough to be insulted, but I am starting to watch the effect of my lifestyle on my body more.
I used to get hit on nonstop, and actually I honestly still do. But I was really starting to tire of the image I projected. I think that's happened to a lot of people. The early and mid 00's were all about glitz and glamour and who had the biggest Louie, but since the economy has tanked "showing off" has, for the time being and to me, gone out of style. I've really felt it with my friends. Because Ernie's clients are retired, his business has actually been better since the recession, while some of our close friends involved in commercial endeavors haven't done so well. It doesn't feel so great wearing a 7k coat around "wealthy" friends who have to borrow money from you to pay bills. They say hardship brings out your true colors. While I'm blessed enough not to face it, I'm not going to flaunt it. Change is only hard if you make it hard for yourself, and I'd rather focus on enjoying the best life has now than dwelling on what it had. But don't think I've changed completely, I'm not quit capable of that. I'm still planning on switching that Z out for big Beemer convertible, not a fucking Volt or anything, dude. Love, B*