back to the basics
soo..uhhh....It's been a while, that's for sure.
I guess I'll talk about what I've been feeling lately, since that is what this thing is for. Right?
I feel old. I suppose there are a bunch of reasons behind it. Mostly because of the routine I'm falling into. I used to never be at home and when i was I'd be glued to the computer. Now I never go out during the week, and i'm hardly ever on the computer. After a long day at work I just feel like coming home and kickingg back. I've read like 4 or 5 books in the last month. I've been fiending all my dad's old vinyls. So basically I come home from work, put on a good vinyl (usually the beatles, or billy joel, tears for fears, genesis, synergy) and sink into a good book. How old does that makee me sound, like honestly? It makes me sick. The only thing that keeps me young are my weekends. Andd to top it all off My sister is talkingg aboutt marriage.....likee nextt year!!! Like shitt, Im not that much younger than my sister. Not only does it make me feel old. It makes me think negative things like what if I don't find that special person, and I grow old alone, without that one person alwayss at my side? No kids to teach teach right from wrong.... or how too swing a golf club........or quietlyy watch her dance lessons. You know whattt i meann?......thattt is a scarryy fuckingg thoughtt. Don't get me wrongg im in no rush i dontt need all that until late late 20's. but still.
Andy's leaving for Hawaii in a couple weeks. I honestly don't know what I'm going to do without him. He's the only one that still makes time for friends. I'm gonna miss that fuckingg guy more than he knows.
All The Best In Hawaii Budyy!!!
Work has been crazyy bussyy lately, but I likee it taht way. Althought i wass reallyy realllyyy realllyyyyyyyyy looking forward to going to Wakestock next weekend. But, It's not looking veryy realistic. There is still a good possibility that i can get the saturday off but, my boss just isn't sure. It totallyy dependss on how things go. Onlyy problemm is I still need tickets. So it would be helpfull if he would tell me yes or no now.
until nextt year boyss and girls. =)
I guess I'll talk about what I've been feeling lately, since that is what this thing is for. Right?
I feel old. I suppose there are a bunch of reasons behind it. Mostly because of the routine I'm falling into. I used to never be at home and when i was I'd be glued to the computer. Now I never go out during the week, and i'm hardly ever on the computer. After a long day at work I just feel like coming home and kickingg back. I've read like 4 or 5 books in the last month. I've been fiending all my dad's old vinyls. So basically I come home from work, put on a good vinyl (usually the beatles, or billy joel, tears for fears, genesis, synergy) and sink into a good book. How old does that makee me sound, like honestly? It makes me sick. The only thing that keeps me young are my weekends. Andd to top it all off My sister is talkingg aboutt marriage.....likee nextt year!!! Like shitt, Im not that much younger than my sister. Not only does it make me feel old. It makes me think negative things like what if I don't find that special person, and I grow old alone, without that one person alwayss at my side? No kids to teach teach right from wrong.... or how too swing a golf club........or quietlyy watch her dance lessons. You know whattt i meann?......thattt is a scarryy fuckingg thoughtt. Don't get me wrongg im in no rush i dontt need all that until late late 20's. but still.
Andy's leaving for Hawaii in a couple weeks. I honestly don't know what I'm going to do without him. He's the only one that still makes time for friends. I'm gonna miss that fuckingg guy more than he knows.
All The Best In Hawaii Budyy!!!
Work has been crazyy bussyy lately, but I likee it taht way. Althought i wass reallyy realllyyy realllyyyyyyyyy looking forward to going to Wakestock next weekend. But, It's not looking veryy realistic. There is still a good possibility that i can get the saturday off but, my boss just isn't sure. It totallyy dependss on how things go. Onlyy problemm is I still need tickets. So it would be helpfull if he would tell me yes or no now.
until nextt year boyss and girls. =)