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Soo...I finally decided to make a MySpace account...go check it out.. the link is in my info...123 go..now..
and wit that said...
I miss Wayne so much. I havnt talked to him in daysbecause im stayin at Vicky's and there was noway for him to get this number until today when he got ahold of bonnie and she gave it to him. I couldnt call him cuz hes longdistance. I dont understand whyi gota love that boi. Bonnie said he tried to call up here a couple times but i was out wit melissa. He told bonnie he's comin home sunday/ YAY! i cant wait. I kno...im pathetic. oh well neway...
Today i went out it bonnie, she had to run some errands. I hadnt seen her in a while so it was fun. I missed her. Then i came back here and killed some time before i went out wit melissa. We went to a "meeting" ..This lady named phyllis was speakin. Her story was the most unreal thing i ever hurd. I mean...after hearin her shitt...i kno for a fact i will never smoke crack a day in my life. She said she got to a point where she was so low and desperate for money that if she couldnt turn a trick she was going to SELL her 2 yearold daughter...and she, at the time, didnt give a shitt. I mean yea i always knew drugs fuck u up...but to the point where u wanna sell ur KID for drug money...GOD DAMN! Ur own flesh blood...that shitt is insane. All i could think about were wayne n mandy n how i hope it never gets that bad for them..i really hope wayne stays clean...and mandy needs to do sumthin. It kils me to see her throwin her life away like this...slowly killin herself. I love them both so much and the thought of the hell they put themselves thru kills me. Granted they aint crackheads...but the shit they be on aint no better...i would do nething in the world to hel them...i hope they kno that. But that subject depresses me so...
I talked to shelly today. Shes doin prety good. She's in chi-town. haha! she said shes datin some guy named joe now. he lives in NY. she also told me she had to get surgery...kidney stones or something. I MISS MY BEAUTIFUL SHELLY!! lol. I talked to Shawn too...Mirandas X. He said he's doin purdy good, beefin up n shitt...got a new girl. I kno he still loves Miranda but i told him it was for the best...him n miranda didnt exctly have a healthy relationship...but he'll always have love for that girl.
Then bonnie IM'd me outta nowhere and said she finally broke down n old Mandy everything about sam...how he plaed them both and blah blah blah.. and how jeff n jenn knew the whoe time but never tld either of them. poor mandy...i kno shes crushed..bnnie said she was cryin and everything else...i think shes movin back to her dads..i hope she dos. Leaves sam alone n gets er shit str8. sam aint gunna do nuthin but grimey shitt to that girl and she dont deserve it.
anyway i guess im done now...im bout to fall asleep. im out, .one.
*kiss
and wit that said...
I miss Wayne so much. I havnt talked to him in daysbecause im stayin at Vicky's and there was noway for him to get this number until today when he got ahold of bonnie and she gave it to him. I couldnt call him cuz hes longdistance. I dont understand whyi gota love that boi. Bonnie said he tried to call up here a couple times but i was out wit melissa. He told bonnie he's comin home sunday/ YAY! i cant wait. I kno...im pathetic. oh well neway...
Today i went out it bonnie, she had to run some errands. I hadnt seen her in a while so it was fun. I missed her. Then i came back here and killed some time before i went out wit melissa. We went to a "meeting" ..This lady named phyllis was speakin. Her story was the most unreal thing i ever hurd. I mean...after hearin her shitt...i kno for a fact i will never smoke crack a day in my life. She said she got to a point where she was so low and desperate for money that if she couldnt turn a trick she was going to SELL her 2 yearold daughter...and she, at the time, didnt give a shitt. I mean yea i always knew drugs fuck u up...but to the point where u wanna sell ur KID for drug money...GOD DAMN! Ur own flesh blood...that shitt is insane. All i could think about were wayne n mandy n how i hope it never gets that bad for them..i really hope wayne stays clean...and mandy needs to do sumthin. It kils me to see her throwin her life away like this...slowly killin herself. I love them both so much and the thought of the hell they put themselves thru kills me. Granted they aint crackheads...but the shit they be on aint no better...i would do nething in the world to hel them...i hope they kno that. But that subject depresses me so...
I talked to shelly today. Shes doin prety good. She's in chi-town. haha! she said shes datin some guy named joe now. he lives in NY. she also told me she had to get surgery...kidney stones or something. I MISS MY BEAUTIFUL SHELLY!! lol. I talked to Shawn too...Mirandas X. He said he's doin purdy good, beefin up n shitt...got a new girl. I kno he still loves Miranda but i told him it was for the best...him n miranda didnt exctly have a healthy relationship...but he'll always have love for that girl.
Then bonnie IM'd me outta nowhere and said she finally broke down n old Mandy everything about sam...how he plaed them both and blah blah blah.. and how jeff n jenn knew the whoe time but never tld either of them. poor mandy...i kno shes crushed..bnnie said she was cryin and everything else...i think shes movin back to her dads..i hope she dos. Leaves sam alone n gets er shit str8. sam aint gunna do nuthin but grimey shitt to that girl and she dont deserve it.
anyway i guess im done now...im bout to fall asleep. im out, .one.
*kiss