and i dont want to be anything more then who i've been lately
i should be really stressed. and when i think about it i guess i am. sometimes tho i get so tired of feeling like that that i feel numb and tired to everything.
my mom refuses to help me anyway with college. she wont even cosign for a loan. what a great woman. but it's fine i'm going to college anyways. jj from work helped me find a loan i dont need her for.
i have this stalker. it sounds weird to say that. like i always say it kidding around but i guess he really would be considered one. at least that is what the police told me.hes this 37 year old physically retarded man who writes me letters and writes other people letters trying to get me alone. he comes to bella 5 times more often now that he has confessed his love to me and believes i wante to be with an older man. but that is okay too. matt wrote him a letter. and the bedford police are now involved. goodness me.
i really wanna just leave and go to school. i know ill see people, maybe not often but ill talk to them and see them when i can. i just need to get away from unhealthy things and people. the only thing im afraid of is losing matt. before i thought itd be alright. but now there is a chance that matt could loose his licsence... then id only see him when i could come home. blah.
welp i gotta go get dressed so i can get ready to be with my whole extended family for the weekend in a cabin. yay. matt is coming tho. so its not that bad.
oh yeah, i turn 19 on monday. and im going to the beach! call me if you wanna come
my mom refuses to help me anyway with college. she wont even cosign for a loan. what a great woman. but it's fine i'm going to college anyways. jj from work helped me find a loan i dont need her for.
i have this stalker. it sounds weird to say that. like i always say it kidding around but i guess he really would be considered one. at least that is what the police told me.hes this 37 year old physically retarded man who writes me letters and writes other people letters trying to get me alone. he comes to bella 5 times more often now that he has confessed his love to me and believes i wante to be with an older man. but that is okay too. matt wrote him a letter. and the bedford police are now involved. goodness me.
i really wanna just leave and go to school. i know ill see people, maybe not often but ill talk to them and see them when i can. i just need to get away from unhealthy things and people. the only thing im afraid of is losing matt. before i thought itd be alright. but now there is a chance that matt could loose his licsence... then id only see him when i could come home. blah.
welp i gotta go get dressed so i can get ready to be with my whole extended family for the weekend in a cabin. yay. matt is coming tho. so its not that bad.
oh yeah, i turn 19 on monday. and im going to the beach! call me if you wanna come