le sigh.
just feel totally defeated. so tired of it all. so tired of being told im unappreciative. so tired of trying. not to mention all the money i apparently wasted on her.
three weeks ago i gave her $1200 for who knows what.. "upkeep". spent another $100 on clothes. and a brand new computer for $540. what a fucking waste.
no matter what i do her view of me is some kind of toxic destructive sponge leeching off her and the government.
whaaaaaa?
talk about supportive.. understanding.. encouraging. <----- where do i sign up for these things?!!!