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i never knew how much i really loved her... i guess i never accepted that she wouldnt come back to me... and then she did.. and for one brief moment my entire life was bright again... now its gone.. twice ive died.. whats once more.. im so tired of him taking my life from me.. i feel like i have nothing anymore.. i always felt like i could see into my future... now all i see is his.. ..im tired..

*edit* ok.. im feeling a little better... not much.. but its a start... it hurts that... im never going ot be what people want for any long term commitment. i hate being alone...