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It seems I have ruined the best thing to ever happen to me. No matter how hard I want it to, or how hard I try, it seems I can't make things how they were, and it makes me very sad. I just want to be us. I want to be how we were. I dont want to share. I dont want to have to worry. I dont want to hurt you. I dont want you to be sad. I dont want you to feel like you always lose, and I always win. I dont want you to feel like you need others to rely on. I do want us to be together. I do want us to be us. I do want you to be able to trust me. I do want you to be able to rely on me. I want us to be able to tell each other anything again. I love you so much. I want to be there for you. I want do everything and anything I can to make your life better. I care for you so much. I would do anything for you, even if it kills me. If you say you need us to be like this, then.. it will kill me, but I will somehow manage it, for you.
If I had one wish, it would be that I could go back to how things used to be, but keep the feeling of sureity that I have now. Where once I was confused, and didn't know what I wanted, or how long it would last. Now I know exactly what I want, and that is you. And I know that I want this to last. I see us together now. I see us together when you go to sydney for uni. And I look forward to when you finish uni and come back to canberra, and we can be together.
I want you. I need you. I love you.
Never leave me, for I never want to leave you.
If I had one wish, it would be that I could go back to how things used to be, but keep the feeling of sureity that I have now. Where once I was confused, and didn't know what I wanted, or how long it would last. Now I know exactly what I want, and that is you. And I know that I want this to last. I see us together now. I see us together when you go to sydney for uni. And I look forward to when you finish uni and come back to canberra, and we can be together.
I want you. I need you. I love you.
Never leave me, for I never want to leave you.