Before I forget (another Adrian rant)
Last night, I had yet another Adrian dream that brought back some old crush feelings I had for him. I was walking up the hill towards my local dollar store, and I saw him at the bus stop thats at the umdnj parking lot. so, I wave to him, he waves back, crosses the street, and give me a really big hug (he was my height in the dream, and skinnier). So, next thing I know, we're riding on the bus talking about how we're gonna start keeping in touch again. But, as soon as I got off the bus, I ran into some gay guy that i just met, exchanged phone numbers with him, and gave the new guy a kiss on the cheek. When I woke up, i had some warm and fuzzy feelings for Adrian again, but right now, im still very confused.
Gah.
*slightly switches topic*
I wanna move on, and i realize that im not being fair to myself by mourning over Adrian so damn much instead of socializing/dating, but for some reason, i can't...someone please tell me that its normal to feel down about things like these for months.
*edit* in the dream, Adrian was wearing a white/grey short sleave sweat shirt and white/grey sweat pants
Gah.
*slightly switches topic*
I wanna move on, and i realize that im not being fair to myself by mourning over Adrian so damn much instead of socializing/dating, but for some reason, i can't...someone please tell me that its normal to feel down about things like these for months.
*edit* in the dream, Adrian was wearing a white/grey short sleave sweat shirt and white/grey sweat pants