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[gglah]

Mom gets obsessed
and sometimes she asks me
if I am in a serious relationship.
That someday I need to be married.
No...

She says she prays for me to meet
the right woman.

Maybe I want the left woman.
Or maybe marriage is great
but not for me. I'm nuts!

And I've been dating some ones.
Lots of zeros and ones
but I don't speak binary
so I am left speechless.

I found someone. A one
attached to me, a zero.
Does that make ten?
She's a ten. Lives miles away
and has a boyfriend.

So I had a ten.
Why should I count down
when I can't even speak
computer?

Why try
if I am allergic
to numbers?
Why try
If I don't want kids,
Don't want addition,
Never liked math?

I was an accident.
Why try
If accidents just happen?
Why try,
When I'm only hoping
An accident will find me.