but what i really need.forever_stoicSeptember 22 2004, 07:03:33 UTC
ok...first things first. i havent even talked to you...i know it may be semi-weird for me to post something...but i need your help...and i know youll help even if you dont want to. i couldnt find a recent journal of america's....and i need to tell her something. i just need you to show her this. im so very thankful.this is a message for america...if your name is not america GARCIA...i dont care to know what you think.
america...i miss you. a shit load. im not talking about relationship wise or anything...i just miss you. ive known you forever and you just drop off the face of the earth.everytime we stop talking i find it even harder to find you...and im afraid that one day your just going to be gone...POOF(knew youd like that sound effect) youve been in my last 10 or so dreams...guess you hold that record hands down. but little things have reminded me of times that me and you would talk...and just get things out. we didnt really care what we talked about and the many times we've had complete silence were really shitty. this morning i woke up 4:30am because i had a dream about you asking me a question that i know i never answered. i doubt you even remember that question but even in my dream i didnt have balls to answer. you were really pissed off at me and i was walking away from you and i turned around, looked back at you and walked back. for the past week or so ive talked to silas about how ive been wanting to tell you that i miss you and sometimes ive wanted to go to whataburger and bring up a casual conversation...but ive got no balls when it comes to you. i dont know why im afraid of you. ive tried calling your cell...but i guess youve changed its number or something. i really have been looking for a way to tell you this in person and it really sucks that i couldnt...it came down to this live journal bullshit. but know america...i miss you very much. i wish we could just go back to middle school sometimes. back to when we were stupid...once again i say...im not talking about a relationship or anything...i know you have your life and ive got mine...but i want you to know that your still a huge part of my life. i miss you so much.i can give a fuck if anyone gets mad at this...i said what i needed to.
america...i miss you. a shit load. im not talking about relationship wise or anything...i just miss you. ive known you forever and you just drop off the face of the earth.everytime we stop talking i find it even harder to find you...and im afraid that one day your just going to be gone...POOF(knew youd like that sound effect) youve been in my last 10 or so dreams...guess you hold that record hands down. but little things have reminded me of times that me and you would talk...and just get things out. we didnt really care what we talked about and the many times we've had complete silence were really shitty. this morning i woke up 4:30am because i had a dream about you asking me a question that i know i never answered. i doubt you even remember that question but even in my dream i didnt have balls to answer. you were really pissed off at me and i was walking away from you and i turned around, looked back at you and walked back. for the past week or so ive talked to silas about how ive been wanting to tell you that i miss you and sometimes ive wanted to go to whataburger and bring up a casual conversation...but ive got no balls when it comes to you. i dont know why im afraid of you. ive tried calling your cell...but i guess youve changed its number or something. i really have been looking for a way to tell you this in person and it really sucks that i couldnt...it came down to this live journal bullshit. but know america...i miss you very much. i wish we could just go back to middle school sometimes. back to when we were stupid...once again i say...im not talking about a relationship or anything...i know you have your life and ive got mine...but i want you to know that your still a huge part of my life. i miss you so much.i can give a fuck if anyone gets mad at this...i said what i needed to.
i love you.
luis. 9/21/04.
thank you danielle.
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~>america
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