gooooo piratessss!!
today started off really badly...
sat in almost an hour of traffic taking brianne to school, she was late & attendance called my house=i get lectured...woke up with a small migrain, still lingering around
met with my new advisor today...really made me upset...she told me i should change my major bc she doesn't think i can do business...i kno she was just doing her job but i don't like to be scrutinized...really pissed me off bc i kno i can do it i just havta work harder than i am...marketing is what i want to do...i don't give up easily & i hate it when ppl who don't fuckin kno me discourage me, just makes me want what i want even more...i don't care if i havta make up financial accounting 20 times...I CAN DO IT!!
went to work after my meeting...vented to maggie for a bit, didn't wanna complain too much to her bc her dad doesn't have a lot of days left, i feel for her...all i did today was file, didn't feel like it bc of my migrain, had to do it anyways...got yelled @ by some random lady but i was doing just what maggie had told me...for some reason i lost it & went to the bathroom & went hysterical...i've just been under a lot of stress lately with school & work & my family, i juss cracked...it was scary bc i felt all alone, no one was around to make me laugh...i'm not really close with anyone bc all the work studys juss go in & out...a lot are really snobby & they just stare @ me which makes me feel uncomfortable...sorta mad @ myself that i lost it but it juss seems to be one thing after another...if you didn't kno already, i'm very sensitive hehe
had the bridal show to look forward to...left my house @ 410 aiming to be @ chrissy & steves by 5 or 515 so i could have some wine=didn't happen, got there around 545 sooo much traffic...i think chrissy was pissed bc she was already in her car but i'm normally never late & it wasn't my fault, 22 was horrible!...on the way to pnc chrissy & steve were fighthing bc steve was driving like a maniac...i hate it when they argue in front of me, i feel weird
the bridal show was interesting...soo many ppl...all pushing me, felt like i was in the way...did a lot of daydreaming...picked out who i want in my bridal party, haha that's wishful thinking considering i don't even have any prospects for a groom...oh well it's too early yet...wish i could just fast forward to the bachelorette party & the reception...chrissy is paranoid about the tanning & the makeup but i have that all under control with the help of 46 & MAC, of course...def understand what the title maid of honor means now when chrissy goes to me "here kate, hold this" & gives me a huge, heavy bag of brochures, hehe it's all part of the job...we had a good time, made me even more excitedd!
hopefully getting my new phone 2morrow
havta get up b4 6 to register for next semester...should b fun...then i havta stay up to write my 20 page paper due on wed, lovelyy...soo tiredd
*.laugh often
remember there's always someone who loves you more than you know
don't forget soon it will get better
be weird whenever you have the chance
hold onto good friends~they are few & far between.*
sat in almost an hour of traffic taking brianne to school, she was late & attendance called my house=i get lectured...woke up with a small migrain, still lingering around
met with my new advisor today...really made me upset...she told me i should change my major bc she doesn't think i can do business...i kno she was just doing her job but i don't like to be scrutinized...really pissed me off bc i kno i can do it i just havta work harder than i am...marketing is what i want to do...i don't give up easily & i hate it when ppl who don't fuckin kno me discourage me, just makes me want what i want even more...i don't care if i havta make up financial accounting 20 times...I CAN DO IT!!
went to work after my meeting...vented to maggie for a bit, didn't wanna complain too much to her bc her dad doesn't have a lot of days left, i feel for her...all i did today was file, didn't feel like it bc of my migrain, had to do it anyways...got yelled @ by some random lady but i was doing just what maggie had told me...for some reason i lost it & went to the bathroom & went hysterical...i've just been under a lot of stress lately with school & work & my family, i juss cracked...it was scary bc i felt all alone, no one was around to make me laugh...i'm not really close with anyone bc all the work studys juss go in & out...a lot are really snobby & they just stare @ me which makes me feel uncomfortable...sorta mad @ myself that i lost it but it juss seems to be one thing after another...if you didn't kno already, i'm very sensitive hehe
had the bridal show to look forward to...left my house @ 410 aiming to be @ chrissy & steves by 5 or 515 so i could have some wine=didn't happen, got there around 545 sooo much traffic...i think chrissy was pissed bc she was already in her car but i'm normally never late & it wasn't my fault, 22 was horrible!...on the way to pnc chrissy & steve were fighthing bc steve was driving like a maniac...i hate it when they argue in front of me, i feel weird
the bridal show was interesting...soo many ppl...all pushing me, felt like i was in the way...did a lot of daydreaming...picked out who i want in my bridal party, haha that's wishful thinking considering i don't even have any prospects for a groom...oh well it's too early yet...wish i could just fast forward to the bachelorette party & the reception...chrissy is paranoid about the tanning & the makeup but i have that all under control with the help of 46 & MAC, of course...def understand what the title maid of honor means now when chrissy goes to me "here kate, hold this" & gives me a huge, heavy bag of brochures, hehe it's all part of the job...we had a good time, made me even more excitedd!
hopefully getting my new phone 2morrow
havta get up b4 6 to register for next semester...should b fun...then i havta stay up to write my 20 page paper due on wed, lovelyy...soo tiredd
*.laugh often
remember there's always someone who loves you more than you know
don't forget soon it will get better
be weird whenever you have the chance
hold onto good friends~they are few & far between.*