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woke up this morning with every intention of starting my new, healthy life...didn't happen 2day...decided to sleep in bc my lil "friend" arrived...blahhhhhh
had work @ school 2day...filed some award notices into ppl's financial aid folders & mailed memos out to all the department heads...left @ 1230 bc my cramps were exruciating
got an A on my history paper which was clutch...made me feel really good & confident about school again...can't remember the last time i got an A on something...i knew i could do it!...studying accounting in the library for an hour or so...i have chapter 5 down cold, now i juss need chapters 6 & 7
got some really bad news tonight...jay, i can't imagine how you must be feeling...stay strong...i care about you bc your my cousin & my friend...i'm always here for you...hang in there, love you
tonight i started to think about these past 20 years...i've made soo many mistakes but i've also learned from them, mayb you guys can learn from my mistakes too:
don't act too gangsta for anyone
don't delibertly leave ppl out, it hurts soo much when the tables are turned
don't put other people's family & friends b4 your own, they are the most important things
always talk about your feelings especially to the ppl you care about, don't hold anything inside
try not to hold grudges
don't get mad over stupid shit
don't take your bad moods out on anyone
what goes around, def does come around...i learned that the hard way
don't take any situation or anyone for granted
don't let your insecurities get the best of you
don't worry about petty shit you can't change
try not to talk bad about anyone especially when you are upset, that's the worst bc you don't really mean it
don't give up, ever
...i kno this is emo & what not but it's how i feel, i juss don't wanna make the same mistakes more than once...
gonna go watch sum tv, make a few phone calls, study, then sleepppp
had work @ school 2day...filed some award notices into ppl's financial aid folders & mailed memos out to all the department heads...left @ 1230 bc my cramps were exruciating
got an A on my history paper which was clutch...made me feel really good & confident about school again...can't remember the last time i got an A on something...i knew i could do it!...studying accounting in the library for an hour or so...i have chapter 5 down cold, now i juss need chapters 6 & 7
got some really bad news tonight...jay, i can't imagine how you must be feeling...stay strong...i care about you bc your my cousin & my friend...i'm always here for you...hang in there, love you
tonight i started to think about these past 20 years...i've made soo many mistakes but i've also learned from them, mayb you guys can learn from my mistakes too:
don't act too gangsta for anyone
don't delibertly leave ppl out, it hurts soo much when the tables are turned
don't put other people's family & friends b4 your own, they are the most important things
always talk about your feelings especially to the ppl you care about, don't hold anything inside
try not to hold grudges
don't get mad over stupid shit
don't take your bad moods out on anyone
what goes around, def does come around...i learned that the hard way
don't take any situation or anyone for granted
don't let your insecurities get the best of you
don't worry about petty shit you can't change
try not to talk bad about anyone especially when you are upset, that's the worst bc you don't really mean it
don't give up, ever
...i kno this is emo & what not but it's how i feel, i juss don't wanna make the same mistakes more than once...
gonna go watch sum tv, make a few phone calls, study, then sleepppp