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i have the worst sinus infection...grrr...i always get these things & i hate them!!...makes me feel miserable
cleaned my entire room this weekend...makes me feel better...all the draws & my closet are cleaned out...i found a lot of old pics & things from a few years ago...i put them all in a big black garbage bag...i don't kno exactly what to do with them yet...i mite throw them out or juss leave them in my closet...those things/people are in the past unfortunately...no matter what i do, it's never gonna change...i normally don't give up easily, but i'm finished...i have a new life, new friends, & i'm single...i'm finally the happiest i've ever been...juss can't seem 2 let go of the past, really need to conisdering i feel like i'm always annoying my new friends with drama with steve or shit with my high school friends
last nite i had a long talk with a friend which made me realize a lot of things...i cannot remember the last four years...it's all a blur to me...life moves too fast & i don't want my whole life to be one big blur...i wanna focus on making more good memories than bad ones
i've been really cranky & tired lately...my body juss has to get used to not sleeping as much as i used to...i'm starting to push myself over the limit which isn't good...i need to manage my time better so i can do all things i wanna do & not b upset
been thinking about the summer a lot lately...wish i could do it all over again...i had a really great time this summer...nites @ DQ, Squan, kel's bday party, party planning, beach trips, dq bbq, seaside & belly rings, driving around with my b&m buddie...8 towns?haha, late nite wendys trips, upd, p's going away party..."u drive really good for a drunk person", moving kelly into nova, warped tour & 5 hours of traffic, childish practical jokes...like 2 think about things that make me happy when i'm sooo tired & stressed
two of my nails fell off again...it's weird bc it's the same two nails that fell off last time...haha
Quote of the day:
when times get hard & shit hits the fan, God don't walk with me, He carry me man~GUNIT
cleaned my entire room this weekend...makes me feel better...all the draws & my closet are cleaned out...i found a lot of old pics & things from a few years ago...i put them all in a big black garbage bag...i don't kno exactly what to do with them yet...i mite throw them out or juss leave them in my closet...those things/people are in the past unfortunately...no matter what i do, it's never gonna change...i normally don't give up easily, but i'm finished...i have a new life, new friends, & i'm single...i'm finally the happiest i've ever been...juss can't seem 2 let go of the past, really need to conisdering i feel like i'm always annoying my new friends with drama with steve or shit with my high school friends
last nite i had a long talk with a friend which made me realize a lot of things...i cannot remember the last four years...it's all a blur to me...life moves too fast & i don't want my whole life to be one big blur...i wanna focus on making more good memories than bad ones
i've been really cranky & tired lately...my body juss has to get used to not sleeping as much as i used to...i'm starting to push myself over the limit which isn't good...i need to manage my time better so i can do all things i wanna do & not b upset
been thinking about the summer a lot lately...wish i could do it all over again...i had a really great time this summer...nites @ DQ, Squan, kel's bday party, party planning, beach trips, dq bbq, seaside & belly rings, driving around with my b&m buddie...8 towns?haha, late nite wendys trips, upd, p's going away party..."u drive really good for a drunk person", moving kelly into nova, warped tour & 5 hours of traffic, childish practical jokes...like 2 think about things that make me happy when i'm sooo tired & stressed
two of my nails fell off again...it's weird bc it's the same two nails that fell off last time...haha
Quote of the day:
when times get hard & shit hits the fan, God don't walk with me, He carry me man~GUNIT