When it pains, it roars
SATURDAY: Zach came back over about 20 minutes after they dropped me off. He gave me a hug, and then went upstairs. He left before I woke up. Got up around 8, ready, sat around. Work 10-2. Got home and Liz, Jen, Joe, and Dharti were all here. I stood around and talked for a bit. Went to the blue room and proceeded to pass out on the fold out chair. Slept from 3-5:30.
Took a shower, got dressed. Played some go fish. Zach stopped by with Tim and his cousin. Said hello, shared a smoke, a talk for a bit, and they left. Went inside and watched some tv. Everyone sat down to their nice pasta with meat sauce dinner. I ate lucky charms. I felt sick and out of place, so I left the table after my bowl. Went online for a while, dressed again. All the kids and I went over to Snipes.
They wanted a hay ride, but it was closed for the night. So we did the corn maze. We got lost, restarted, and ran through most of it. It was fun. I jumped out from around a corner and scared Jen. I almost peed my pants when she screamed "mother chicken fucker!" Went and sat by the fire. I just had to tend to it, it's how I do. After Joe got back from the maze, looking for his lost glasses, he found them too, we went back home.
Got home and went online, Zach came over. Liz, Jen, Zach, Dharti and I played driking games. They are good fun. Kings, then Zip and Bong. Booze was drained so everyone watched Ferngully, such a good movie. Zach and I went downstairs and played some SM before giving up and playing other things. HEYOH! Zach put on Ace Ventura: Pet Detective and we watched just a bit of it. He went home and I lingered on the edge of sleep. He called when he got home, I turned the movie off and amazingly fell quickly into sleep.
SUNDAY: Got up at 1:30. Ate some fruit and watched some of Water World. Gave Jen the 300 poster I had bought for her. Then everyone headed out. Walked around and talked with Woman while she cleaned everything up. Got dressed and the mother and I went out. Over to Gail's Pups n Stuff. Just a ton of tiny pups, and one bangin fucking german shepard puppy. How my heart swooned. He was already sold though, but his yaps made me want to steal him right then.
We went to the farmer's market kind of place near by. Bought a crazy looking pumpkin, perfect for a skull carving, bought Zach a pumpkin too. Because I loove him. Mom wanted to look at the houses in Heights Town, so we did. I've looked at them so many times and they're still freakin cool. To vitos, ate a slice in the lot whil Woman slept in the car. Back home, ate the other slice and went online.
Called Zach. Zach and his dad came and picked me up. Went to his room and watched Young Guns II. Pretty good, I enjoyed it. Zach kept going off to practice. He came back in and played his new tune for me, pretty noise. Put on some Family Guy and gave a massage. Matt got home and we left shortly after. Picked up Bob and got to Mill Hill around 8:30.
First people there. Just sitting around. Zach's parents showed up and I sat with them. More people showed up, I drew. Zach kept socializing and all that. I really can't do that anymore. Even when people talk to me, it's all just short answers with a sick feeling behind them. Around 10 or so Zach went on, first up. He did so well. I think it's great how people that are so obviously talented actually get nervous. It's just silly. He played a bunch of lovely songs and that was the end of that. The next chick went on, Kelly. We listened to one song before Zach's parents wanted to go.
Back to his house. He was acting so goofy on the ride home. Singing hit pop songs, it was great. Still singing when we got home. It was great. I love it when he's acts like a retard. We even watched that zigga zig aa Spice Girls video, him dancing along. It was lovely. Some farting around, but Tim arrived. Stopped at Wawa, stuff, and dropped home.
Told the parents I was home, and came online. Nothing to do. And I think that since I'm not a BME member I can't look at new updates on modblog, maybe. Or it's just down, I hope the second. So I looked at old entries for about an hour. I will sleep soon. I've had a patch of dead taste buds on the tip of my tongue for about 5 days now. I'm going to cut my tongue off.
Waking up without you, is like drinking from an empty cup
Took a shower, got dressed. Played some go fish. Zach stopped by with Tim and his cousin. Said hello, shared a smoke, a talk for a bit, and they left. Went inside and watched some tv. Everyone sat down to their nice pasta with meat sauce dinner. I ate lucky charms. I felt sick and out of place, so I left the table after my bowl. Went online for a while, dressed again. All the kids and I went over to Snipes.
They wanted a hay ride, but it was closed for the night. So we did the corn maze. We got lost, restarted, and ran through most of it. It was fun. I jumped out from around a corner and scared Jen. I almost peed my pants when she screamed "mother chicken fucker!" Went and sat by the fire. I just had to tend to it, it's how I do. After Joe got back from the maze, looking for his lost glasses, he found them too, we went back home.
Got home and went online, Zach came over. Liz, Jen, Zach, Dharti and I played driking games. They are good fun. Kings, then Zip and Bong. Booze was drained so everyone watched Ferngully, such a good movie. Zach and I went downstairs and played some SM before giving up and playing other things. HEYOH! Zach put on Ace Ventura: Pet Detective and we watched just a bit of it. He went home and I lingered on the edge of sleep. He called when he got home, I turned the movie off and amazingly fell quickly into sleep.
SUNDAY: Got up at 1:30. Ate some fruit and watched some of Water World. Gave Jen the 300 poster I had bought for her. Then everyone headed out. Walked around and talked with Woman while she cleaned everything up. Got dressed and the mother and I went out. Over to Gail's Pups n Stuff. Just a ton of tiny pups, and one bangin fucking german shepard puppy. How my heart swooned. He was already sold though, but his yaps made me want to steal him right then.
We went to the farmer's market kind of place near by. Bought a crazy looking pumpkin, perfect for a skull carving, bought Zach a pumpkin too. Because I loove him. Mom wanted to look at the houses in Heights Town, so we did. I've looked at them so many times and they're still freakin cool. To vitos, ate a slice in the lot whil Woman slept in the car. Back home, ate the other slice and went online.
Called Zach. Zach and his dad came and picked me up. Went to his room and watched Young Guns II. Pretty good, I enjoyed it. Zach kept going off to practice. He came back in and played his new tune for me, pretty noise. Put on some Family Guy and gave a massage. Matt got home and we left shortly after. Picked up Bob and got to Mill Hill around 8:30.
First people there. Just sitting around. Zach's parents showed up and I sat with them. More people showed up, I drew. Zach kept socializing and all that. I really can't do that anymore. Even when people talk to me, it's all just short answers with a sick feeling behind them. Around 10 or so Zach went on, first up. He did so well. I think it's great how people that are so obviously talented actually get nervous. It's just silly. He played a bunch of lovely songs and that was the end of that. The next chick went on, Kelly. We listened to one song before Zach's parents wanted to go.
Back to his house. He was acting so goofy on the ride home. Singing hit pop songs, it was great. Still singing when we got home. It was great. I love it when he's acts like a retard. We even watched that zigga zig aa Spice Girls video, him dancing along. It was lovely. Some farting around, but Tim arrived. Stopped at Wawa, stuff, and dropped home.
Told the parents I was home, and came online. Nothing to do. And I think that since I'm not a BME member I can't look at new updates on modblog, maybe. Or it's just down, I hope the second. So I looked at old entries for about an hour. I will sleep soon. I've had a patch of dead taste buds on the tip of my tongue for about 5 days now. I'm going to cut my tongue off.
Waking up without you, is like drinking from an empty cup