fulfilling
What a day! It hasn't been particularly exciting, but it seems fulfilling enough. I've been reasonably lazy, but not exactly. I went to church this morning with Chris and it was an amazing service. I've really been searching for something that I thought I'd lost, but I don't think I lost it; I think I just lost sight of it for awhile and while I haven't yet regained the full view of it, I can see the corner and that is a glimmer of my hope. I found a new love in my job this week and decided it was time to work harder than ever to be better than ever at it. The kids mean so much to me and I don't want to let them down, so I'm going to study harder and become better so I can always answer their questions. This week we start "A Doll's House." I want them to know every aspect of it so they can see the beauty in literature. I want them to love to read again. So... here we go... Maybe putting all my effort into my job and working out will keep my mind off of finding someone and then he'll just find me. lol. I hear that's how it works, but i'm not sure if it works when I am playing reverse psychology with fate. ah well... lol.