Here we go again
Ok, so it is 2:18am and I cant sleep. So tell me why guys have to be so very stupid? I was into a guy. I met him just a week ago. He seemed hella cool. The nite after I met him he wanted me to chill with him and his friends so that we could hang out and have as much fun as we did at the party I met him at. I couldnt go cuz I was in Santa Cruz, but he was totally understanding. So all week he has been texting me asking me how I am. Then, he calls me and tells me and my friends to go over and chill. So we head over and things are hella awkward. When I first walk up, cuz I wasnt sure if the apartment we were in front of was the right one, he just says party at whatever number it was. I just got the feeling something was up. Then, I met one of his friends and he was like "o i have heard a lot about you." I laughed it off, but I had a feeling it wasnt good. The next thing I know the guy I like is telling me "I have a gf. She is here tonite. So I am really sorry for leading you on, but I still want to hang out." I mean WTF do I say to that? He thought I was just going to be all okay with it. I dont know, I just dont know. It seems like every guy I have been interested in up here has made out with me, called and text me making me think he is interested in me, and then told me "o by the way I have a girlfriend. sorry." I am hella frustrated. I dont know what to do. I guess that will be what I think about when I am sleeping. Let me know if you have any suggestions. ttyl