seeing you in a crowd

[gfunkbasseffect]

harsh words running round my head
but ill hold back and stay quiet instead
anxiety pushes
as you walk by,
head down,
in front of me
try,
make contact
and look away
my eyes retract
and my fuse frays
my heart explodes
and this heavy load
will heave a bitter sigh
as i want you out of my life.
but kindness will forever be how i strive.