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[gforgreat]

I wish I wasn't here. I miss the Director a lot. I wish she didn't leave me with these people...I want to go back. I hate it here some days...- [He stops.]

What am I sayin'? I just wanna go back an' have a normal life again...! [What.] ...N-No, shut up! I don't wanna die-

Shut up! [He screams, kicking a chair over.] Shut up, shut up! What is

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[skycrossing]

[COMPASSIONATE BIG SISTER MODE?!]

Tim, don't do that. Please calm down.

[gforgreat]

[Oh thank God.]

I wanna see th' Director again- [Another aggravated scream.] No! I just- I need to shut up! Shut up, shut up!

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[skycrossing]

Everyone in the Order misses somebody. I'm sorry you have to hurt so much, but that's what it means to be an Exorcist. There... is nothing but pain. But you have friends here, don't you? Allen, Link, Miranda, Me--we're all here for you.

Please don't think you're alone in this.

Timothy, I've locked this thread so no one else but you or me can hear. If you want to say something, then... you may.

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[gforgreat]

[Debating, debating...]

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[gforgreat]

...Ya'know, I thought livin' with the Director an' everyone I wouldn't have to be in pain anymore. I got away from my bastard of a father a-an' found a...a family.

I never wanted to leave them, but durin' that Akuma attack an' what happened to them...

[Sniffs.] I don't care about this war or who's fightin' for what. 'm only here to keep my own family safe...

[Said a little quieter. Sadly, this is all coming out because of the curse.] ...'M still afraid, though. Wh-What if I never see 'em again? Wh...What if I die and- and-...

[Bangs his head against a wall. Hating himself so much right now.]

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[skycrossing]

All of us fight to protect something, someone. I fight to protect my brother and my friends.

[listens with melancholy. so young and already condemned to this kind of prison.]

Don't think that way. Right now, you can see this as an opportunity to grow stronger. There are Noah here, but there are a lot of older Exorcists as well. We'll protect you, Timothy, so that in the future, you can return the favor.

Are you by yourself right now?

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[gforgreat]

[Shudders. He might have let a few tears fall. It's the guilt.] I-I think she- that bitch - is killin' people 'cause of me! That's my fault an' I can't stop her, not like how I helped stop that Akuma attack...!

I wanna be stronger an' it ain't like I'll stop tryin' to be, but...when people are dyin'...an' I can't do shit- [...Goes silent. Small swallow.]

...Marie wants to take me to a music shop, or whatever.

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[skycrossing]

You mean Road? ...as much as I want to say "ignore her," she doesn't quite let you do that, does she? She's not a feeble foe, Tim. Even Allen is driven up the wall when he's with her. Don't blame yourself.

Shhh. You're new to all this, Tim, we're not expecting you to bring miracles. We're anything but saints.

Will you go, or would you rather do something else?

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[gforgreat]

I've been tryin' to, really! I ate three bread rolls tryin' to shut myself up around her!

[gjhgjhgb still upset.] I gotta be better...

I am...I've never heard much music before so I guess it'll be kinda cool... [Wait until he discovers ACDC and Metallica.]

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[skycrossing]

You... [helpless laugh] Food doesn't serve much of a defense against her, sad to say. She pokes at the sorest places.

You will be. Just have patience. Tell me more about your Innocence--anything new come up since you came here?

Marie has excellent taste. You'll have fun with him. [we should all play guitar hero.]

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[gforgreat]

[ghg sob d-don't laugh! ;o;] I know...

[Chews on his lip.] ...No. Nothing yet. 'm still the same. Fuckin' same.

I'll take yer word on it, I guess... [Or DDR.]

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[skycrossing]

[it didn't mean any harm, promise!] The best thing to do is just ignore her as much as possible. Let us handle the Noah.

Hmm... we have to develop some sort of training for you.

If not I can always take you on a trip through the clouds... [she will pwn everybody.]

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[gforgreat]

'm tryin', I told ya! [But he'll keep on trying, don't worry.]

...Like what?

[jhjh *A*] Cl-Clouds?

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[skycrossing]

I believe you!

The other day, you took over Allen's body, didn't you? [REVERSE-PSYCHOLOGICAL CONJECTURE.]

Mmhmm! Have you ever seen my Innocence, Timothy?

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[gforgreat]

[bhvbjhm] O-Okay. Good.

Yea-... [Brain halts. GUILTY SILENCE.]

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[gforgreat]

[..........S-Sob.] N-No...