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So tonight i had to work...when i was done i rushed back to school to change and go out w/ everyone...we all went to Applebees 'cause all the guys are in town. When it came time to actually go out, i felt so drained. I wanted nothing but to curl up in bed and not see anyone for a very long time. I think i'm progressivly becoming more introverted. But anyway, i went out 'cause i said i would. It was fun, but i still feel so down. I feel so uninteresting and ugly. I'm just so tired. It seems at some point, however, that happiness is a choice. Why have i chosen otherwise @ this point in time? I don't know.