Life is funny
Do you ever sit and think that you have things figured out whether it's you job, girls, and just life in general. In my opinion there are only a select few people that come into your life that have a significant impact on your life. It is funny to think that a person that you believe could be "the one", that you have shared a lot with in your life, and you have been there for each other through good times and bad, just comes out and says they don't want to be with you...even though there is a great bond between the 2 of you and you both share a greater bond with God. I just really don't know why things like this get thrown in your life, but I guess that is God's way of teaching patience. It just kinda sucks when you see or hear about someone who you have deep feelings for is seeing someone else after you have poured your heart out to them and thought you shared some sort of bond. Another thing that kinda sucks is when you get to a point in a freindship/relationship where you become that other persons "safety net" and that is all they see you as. Sure, that's all well and good, but it doesn't solve anything. I just don't know what is going on right now. I am really confused and lost on a lot of things in life right now. So, I guess that is my prayer request to whoever reads this thing. Just to have God's wisdom poured out on me and for Him to give me comfort. I know I sound like some desperate loser, but I am really just trying to figure things out. Thanks for reading...I am going to sleep
Greg
Greg