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I was reading this old journal, and I could see happiness, even in the sad entries. I could feel freedom in my entries. Freedom to say whatever I wanted. I don't think I was catering to an audience. I was just being me. I wish I could just be ME all the time, and not feel that need (that I DO FEEL) to mould myself into everyone else's expectations of who I should be.
At work, I am ME. I sing and dance and say stupid things, and they love me. They think I'm funny... well, they laugh at me anyway. I think they get a kick out of it. But really, I'm just doing it because I enjoy it. I LOVE being happy and singing silly songs and dancing and just NOT being sad. I wish I could be that way all the time.
At work, I am ME. I sing and dance and say stupid things, and they love me. They think I'm funny... well, they laugh at me anyway. I think they get a kick out of it. But really, I'm just doing it because I enjoy it. I LOVE being happy and singing silly songs and dancing and just NOT being sad. I wish I could be that way all the time.