Redemption.
Redemption-the act of delivering from sin or saving from evil.
In this entry I really want to try to talk about the small little things I am trying to redeem in my life. I'll start off with my friendship with Emily. After a year of being pretty stagnant in our friendship we finally talked for an hour through facebook chat.She was the first person I really talked to through facebook on it. It was a good start of recapturing what our friendship was over a year ago. I have learned she misses learning(since she graduated) and is just babysitting. A promising sign in that whole conversation was that we were still able to make jokes with one another, as well as picking up where we left off. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to at least ask her one of the three big questions I need to ask her. My new Photography teacher said many of us have to stop making assumptions since they can very dangerous in life. Mrs. Mislick said that about the camera but I believe it applys to a persons life as well. I have to stop assuming things with emily and her school boyfriends. This little bit of jealously I have could ruin our friendship. It is a sucky feeling but I have to deal with it. That very feeling nearly-destroyed our friendship our senior year together in high school. Emily and I hopefully will become very close again before 2010 ends. I know we can repair, rebuild our friendship with phone calls, hanging out, doing other stuff together. Ever since college started we have had a very personal friendship and I really want that to continue to evolve in the future.
Another thing in my life I am trying to redeem is finally getting to be much better in my guitar playing. This has pretty much been the first year I have really fallen in love with the guitar. Now Pam has always been a wonderful teacher yet I could tell the first three years I never played enough. Fast-forward to this year and I am already playing way-above last year. I feel more confident to in my abilities with the instrument. I have even tried to get more ballsy with the blues.
I want to continue making changes to myself not just for my friends and family but for myself. I am slowly growing more to the man I am meant to become for the rest of my life. I have to make sure I stay a good person and not let certain things get in the way of who I am. To end with something happy I just want to say Happy 23rd Birthday Emily! I really hope you had a nice one!
In this entry I really want to try to talk about the small little things I am trying to redeem in my life. I'll start off with my friendship with Emily. After a year of being pretty stagnant in our friendship we finally talked for an hour through facebook chat.She was the first person I really talked to through facebook on it. It was a good start of recapturing what our friendship was over a year ago. I have learned she misses learning(since she graduated) and is just babysitting. A promising sign in that whole conversation was that we were still able to make jokes with one another, as well as picking up where we left off. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to at least ask her one of the three big questions I need to ask her. My new Photography teacher said many of us have to stop making assumptions since they can very dangerous in life. Mrs. Mislick said that about the camera but I believe it applys to a persons life as well. I have to stop assuming things with emily and her school boyfriends. This little bit of jealously I have could ruin our friendship. It is a sucky feeling but I have to deal with it. That very feeling nearly-destroyed our friendship our senior year together in high school. Emily and I hopefully will become very close again before 2010 ends. I know we can repair, rebuild our friendship with phone calls, hanging out, doing other stuff together. Ever since college started we have had a very personal friendship and I really want that to continue to evolve in the future.
Another thing in my life I am trying to redeem is finally getting to be much better in my guitar playing. This has pretty much been the first year I have really fallen in love with the guitar. Now Pam has always been a wonderful teacher yet I could tell the first three years I never played enough. Fast-forward to this year and I am already playing way-above last year. I feel more confident to in my abilities with the instrument. I have even tried to get more ballsy with the blues.
I want to continue making changes to myself not just for my friends and family but for myself. I am slowly growing more to the man I am meant to become for the rest of my life. I have to make sure I stay a good person and not let certain things get in the way of who I am. To end with something happy I just want to say Happy 23rd Birthday Emily! I really hope you had a nice one!