Fanfiction: Covered glance
Fanfiction: Covered Glance
Tittle: Covered glance
Length: 1/?
Genre: General or Fluffy Angst maybe? xD
Pairing: Jaemin
Summary: A boy feeling a little insecure.
Disclaimer: DO not own boys.
Warning: Pointless, boring first time writing xD Erm..one bad word?
A/N: My first time writing something like this. English is not my first language so I hope there's not a lot of mistakes. ^^ But be honest, I want to know your opinion, because I know there's a lot of great writers here. ^^
Posted in community.livejournal.com/_starcandy/ too.
It’s weird. No, it doesn’t feel weird to you, but just thinking about it deeper it seems unnatural for two of you - grown up guys to be this close. You understand there’s something between you two, but what is that you don’t know yet. And...you are really scared to know.
It was like that almost from the first days you started to live together as group.
You knew he’s affectionate person, full of love, in spite for his seemingly cold image. He was friendly and always ready to listen, help and support (which you needed the most), give you a hug, sometimes a kiss on the cheek. That’s how you got to really know him - you being young, inexperienced boy in serious business.
Of course you were not the only one being loved and cared for by him, it just seems different.
By the years it kind of grew on both of you. It was completely normal to sit down next to him, him putting his head on your shoulder (or the other way around), cuddling, sharing blanket while watching movies.
Others were used to it too. It was like unwritten rule to leave space for either of you if one of you weren’t there in time.
But you grew up, grew out of your cute little brother image. And your thoughts changed too.
“Brotherly love”. Yeah, that’s what you two thought. But the hugs around his shoulders while he’s cooking, arms around your waist when you’re brushing your teeth in mornings, his right hand feeding you when you’re both in a pretty good mood , his left hand in yours walking in empty corridors and especially the secret goodnight, good morning and other kisses, tells you otherwise.
But in your minds there is, this knowledge, that it really may mean more that that, even thought it’s hard to accept.
So one day in your genius stubborn and denying mind you came up with a solution - try avoid it. It lasted about 2 or 3 weeks. You ended up being pulled to his door by Yunho, knocking, pouting and mumbling (you weren’t supposed to be the bad guy). Now you know, all our affection were too gotten used to even for other members and your genius stupid idea changed the atmosphere in DBSK’s home.
After your apology, if you can call cursing and mumbling an apology, he just laughed and pulled you to sit together on his bed.
It’s weird but you both never talk about it. Never.Probably too scared of consequences. Usually it’s quiet conversations about your work or just comfortable silence. And now is the latter.
Again you are both sitting against headboard, your arm around his shoulder (not waist because you know he doesn’t like that), his head on your shoulder, you looking at pictures on nightstand besides other bed, feeling complete.
You know you have to tone down it anyway. If this continues as strongly as before, you just may get too attached, possessive course you know your personality - if you get something good, you’re not letting go. Even thought there’s risk of someone other that your band-mates seeing, finding about you two. And again you’re thinking too much.
Then suddenly you start to convince yourself: “I can’t love man in that way, I can’t ”, and you get seriously scarred. You just admitted it! This THING between you and older man really may be something beyond brotherly affection. Seriously…you just said the word‼ The damn word which can change your life. No, not only yours and his, but all the Dong Bang Shin Ki’s.
It seems like he can hear sudden pounding of your heart, cause he looks up with big (a little sleepy) eyes and asks you if you are ok.
You suddenly have this intense feeling and the urge just to do it, just say it and look what’s going to happen after. You’ve always been blunt.
You just hope it’s mutual and all the displays of affection were real, because if it ends what will you do?
~*~*~*~
Hope you liked it ^^
Tittle: Covered glance
Length: 1/?
Genre: General or Fluffy Angst maybe? xD
Pairing: Jaemin
Summary: A boy feeling a little insecure.
Disclaimer: DO not own boys.
Warning: Pointless, boring first time writing xD Erm..one bad word?
A/N: My first time writing something like this. English is not my first language so I hope there's not a lot of mistakes. ^^ But be honest, I want to know your opinion, because I know there's a lot of great writers here. ^^
Posted in community.livejournal.com/_starcandy/ too.
It’s weird. No, it doesn’t feel weird to you, but just thinking about it deeper it seems unnatural for two of you - grown up guys to be this close. You understand there’s something between you two, but what is that you don’t know yet. And...you are really scared to know.
It was like that almost from the first days you started to live together as group.
You knew he’s affectionate person, full of love, in spite for his seemingly cold image. He was friendly and always ready to listen, help and support (which you needed the most), give you a hug, sometimes a kiss on the cheek. That’s how you got to really know him - you being young, inexperienced boy in serious business.
Of course you were not the only one being loved and cared for by him, it just seems different.
By the years it kind of grew on both of you. It was completely normal to sit down next to him, him putting his head on your shoulder (or the other way around), cuddling, sharing blanket while watching movies.
Others were used to it too. It was like unwritten rule to leave space for either of you if one of you weren’t there in time.
But you grew up, grew out of your cute little brother image. And your thoughts changed too.
“Brotherly love”. Yeah, that’s what you two thought. But the hugs around his shoulders while he’s cooking, arms around your waist when you’re brushing your teeth in mornings, his right hand feeding you when you’re both in a pretty good mood , his left hand in yours walking in empty corridors and especially the secret goodnight, good morning and other kisses, tells you otherwise.
But in your minds there is, this knowledge, that it really may mean more that that, even thought it’s hard to accept.
So one day in your genius stubborn and denying mind you came up with a solution - try avoid it. It lasted about 2 or 3 weeks. You ended up being pulled to his door by Yunho, knocking, pouting and mumbling (you weren’t supposed to be the bad guy). Now you know, all our affection were too gotten used to even for other members and your genius stupid idea changed the atmosphere in DBSK’s home.
After your apology, if you can call cursing and mumbling an apology, he just laughed and pulled you to sit together on his bed.
It’s weird but you both never talk about it. Never.Probably too scared of consequences. Usually it’s quiet conversations about your work or just comfortable silence. And now is the latter.
Again you are both sitting against headboard, your arm around his shoulder (not waist because you know he doesn’t like that), his head on your shoulder, you looking at pictures on nightstand besides other bed, feeling complete.
You know you have to tone down it anyway. If this continues as strongly as before, you just may get too attached, possessive course you know your personality - if you get something good, you’re not letting go. Even thought there’s risk of someone other that your band-mates seeing, finding about you two. And again you’re thinking too much.
Then suddenly you start to convince yourself: “I can’t love man in that way, I can’t ”, and you get seriously scarred. You just admitted it! This THING between you and older man really may be something beyond brotherly affection. Seriously…you just said the word‼ The damn word which can change your life. No, not only yours and his, but all the Dong Bang Shin Ki’s.
It seems like he can hear sudden pounding of your heart, cause he looks up with big (a little sleepy) eyes and asks you if you are ok.
You suddenly have this intense feeling and the urge just to do it, just say it and look what’s going to happen after. You’ve always been blunt.
You just hope it’s mutual and all the displays of affection were real, because if it ends what will you do?
~*~*~*~
Hope you liked it ^^