LETTERS MEME (Days 006-010)
✓ Day 6 → A stranger
✓ Verse: Canon
Dear perfect family,
I’m sure you’ll remember me. I’m the weird kid who would creep through your front yard and watch you through your window at night. I was there with you as you said your grace and ate your meal. I could smell the home cooked meals that would make my mouth water. And I watched as you played board games or read stories to your kids before you went upstairs to tuck them in.
I’m sorry if it worried you a little. I was jealous. I wanted to leave my family and join yours. I hate that I was so unfair to them, but they just don’t understand.
Even now, I sometimes wish you would find me and offer me a place in your perfect family.
I hope you’re all doing really well.
Weird Kid.
✓ Day 7 → Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
✓ Verse: Canon
Ruby,
Did I ever love you? No. Do I think we ever had or could have had something? Possibly.
Let’s just get one thing straight, we used each other.
The only connection we had was that we shared the same blood, seeing as I was drinking yours. There wasn’t anything else between us and I definitely couldn’t see us getting anywhere.
Maybe I’m just a little bitter since you tricked me. Maybe I did think I could have something with you. But that something was never the white picket fence dream that I’ve always wanted. It was just lust.
I despise you and I’m glad you’re gone.
I’m sorry.
Sam.
✓ Day 8 → Your favorite internet friend
✓ Verse: Canon/BNW
Becky,
Please, please, please stop sending me your stories to review. I don’t want to give you my "in depth opinion" on Cowboy Sam and Cowboy Dean going bareback. That’s just wrong.
I hate the slash fics that you write us in. I would rather you just STOP. But since you’re obviously not going to, you can at least stop bringing it to my attention and making me run for the bathroom to hurl.
I would rather read something with me and you.
But Claire will kill you. And me if she sees this. I’m just saying that it’s preferable to the slash, not that I would actually enjoy it or anything. Because I wouldn’t. At all.
Just keep it to yourself and your friends. Please.
Sam.
P.S. Don’t go reading into this letter and then posting it on your blog. There’s nothing to get out of this other than what is written. I’m not writing to you because I secretly love you or because you’re always on my mind. It’s only because you e-mail me every single day.
P.S.S. In case you haven’t noticed, I usually don’t reply to your e-mails. Unless I’m replying to say: STOP E-MAILING ME BECKY. What do you think that says?
P.S.S.S. Please don’t be upset. You broke up with me, remember?
P.S.S.S.S. That doesn’t mean anything either.
P.S.S.S.S.S. I still don’t like you in that way. We’re just friends.
P.S.S.S.S.S.S. That doesn’t give you permission to e-mail me more. Or to brag to your online friends about how we’re best friends.
P.S.S.S.S.S.S.S. That was sarcasm, we’re not best friends.
P.S.S.S.S.S.S.S.S. STOP E-MAILING ME.
✓ Day 9 → Someone you wish you could meet
✓ Verse: Canon/BNW
Dear Ghandi,
I really don’t know what I can say to you. You are just truly incredible. I’ve read all the books about you and live by your quotes. I have so many written in my journal that I go back to frequently. You’re really inspirational.
I think I would die if I ever had the chance to meet you.
Thank you for being a great idol.
Yours truly,
Sam Winchester.
✓ Day 10 → Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
✓ Verse: BNW
Dolphin,
I still feel really weird calling you that, even though it’s your nickname. It just hasn’t stuck with my yet. Anyway...
It’s been a while since we’ve had a good chat or even just hung out. I guess it has a lot to do with whatever’s going on with you and Dean. And that I’m about to do something that will probably kill me. And with Claire making sure you don’t go through what she does.
I guess that makes it easier for you to just stay away from me. And I can’t really blame you for that.
But I think we need to have one day where we do just hang out and don’t worry about anything else that’s going on because it could be the last chance I have to do something like that with you.
I miss you.
At least call me when you can, okay?
Sam.
✓ Verse: Canon
Dear perfect family,
I’m sure you’ll remember me. I’m the weird kid who would creep through your front yard and watch you through your window at night. I was there with you as you said your grace and ate your meal. I could smell the home cooked meals that would make my mouth water. And I watched as you played board games or read stories to your kids before you went upstairs to tuck them in.
I’m sorry if it worried you a little. I was jealous. I wanted to leave my family and join yours. I hate that I was so unfair to them, but they just don’t understand.
Even now, I sometimes wish you would find me and offer me a place in your perfect family.
I hope you’re all doing really well.
Weird Kid.
✓ Day 7 → Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
✓ Verse: Canon
Ruby,
Did I ever love you? No. Do I think we ever had or could have had something? Possibly.
Let’s just get one thing straight, we used each other.
The only connection we had was that we shared the same blood, seeing as I was drinking yours. There wasn’t anything else between us and I definitely couldn’t see us getting anywhere.
Maybe I’m just a little bitter since you tricked me. Maybe I did think I could have something with you. But that something was never the white picket fence dream that I’ve always wanted. It was just lust.
I despise you and I’m glad you’re gone.
I’m sorry.
Sam.
✓ Day 8 → Your favorite internet friend
✓ Verse: Canon/BNW
Becky,
Please, please, please stop sending me your stories to review. I don’t want to give you my "in depth opinion" on Cowboy Sam and Cowboy Dean going bareback. That’s just wrong.
I hate the slash fics that you write us in. I would rather you just STOP. But since you’re obviously not going to, you can at least stop bringing it to my attention and making me run for the bathroom to hurl.
I would rather read something with me and you.
But Claire will kill you. And me if she sees this. I’m just saying that it’s preferable to the slash, not that I would actually enjoy it or anything. Because I wouldn’t. At all.
Just keep it to yourself and your friends. Please.
Sam.
P.S. Don’t go reading into this letter and then posting it on your blog. There’s nothing to get out of this other than what is written. I’m not writing to you because I secretly love you or because you’re always on my mind. It’s only because you e-mail me every single day.
P.S.S. In case you haven’t noticed, I usually don’t reply to your e-mails. Unless I’m replying to say: STOP E-MAILING ME BECKY. What do you think that says?
P.S.S.S. Please don’t be upset. You broke up with me, remember?
P.S.S.S.S. That doesn’t mean anything either.
P.S.S.S.S.S. I still don’t like you in that way. We’re just friends.
P.S.S.S.S.S.S. That doesn’t give you permission to e-mail me more. Or to brag to your online friends about how we’re best friends.
P.S.S.S.S.S.S.S. That was sarcasm, we’re not best friends.
P.S.S.S.S.S.S.S.S. STOP E-MAILING ME.
✓ Day 9 → Someone you wish you could meet
✓ Verse: Canon/BNW
Dear Ghandi,
I really don’t know what I can say to you. You are just truly incredible. I’ve read all the books about you and live by your quotes. I have so many written in my journal that I go back to frequently. You’re really inspirational.
I think I would die if I ever had the chance to meet you.
Thank you for being a great idol.
Yours truly,
Sam Winchester.
✓ Day 10 → Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
✓ Verse: BNW
Dolphin,
I still feel really weird calling you that, even though it’s your nickname. It just hasn’t stuck with my yet. Anyway...
It’s been a while since we’ve had a good chat or even just hung out. I guess it has a lot to do with whatever’s going on with you and Dean. And that I’m about to do something that will probably kill me. And with Claire making sure you don’t go through what she does.
I guess that makes it easier for you to just stay away from me. And I can’t really blame you for that.
But I think we need to have one day where we do just hang out and don’t worry about anything else that’s going on because it could be the last chance I have to do something like that with you.
I miss you.
At least call me when you can, okay?
Sam.