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I hate making friends, I don't know how to do it, I don't know what to say, and when I do say something I totally blow it.
Especially working at the Double Tree, it's too hard there. It feels like grade 9 when you are trying to find your group of friends, but the group isn't taking any applications at the time. And everyone there (and maybe I'm just paranoid, but everywhere for that matter) treats me like I'm a complete idiot.
I am hating life more and more and I just hope they keep making awesome RPGs so I never have to leave my apartment and see anyone ever again.
Even my boyfriend hates spending time with me.
Especially working at the Double Tree, it's too hard there. It feels like grade 9 when you are trying to find your group of friends, but the group isn't taking any applications at the time. And everyone there (and maybe I'm just paranoid, but everywhere for that matter) treats me like I'm a complete idiot.
I am hating life more and more and I just hope they keep making awesome RPGs so I never have to leave my apartment and see anyone ever again.
Even my boyfriend hates spending time with me.