I'd just like everyone's opinion, cuz i don't know what the hell is wrong with me
I know its the way life is, but i wish people wouldn't presume shit about me. If people don't like me, that's fine. I try to be nice to everyone, but if i don't like you, you'll either get a hint cuz I will act like I don't care what you have to say or I just won't talk to you. Today i was told that I always act like I hate the world. I don't hate everyone. I don't make people feel bad, i try to listen to people's problems, i try and help in anyway, and all i get is, "Oh you always seem pissed off and angry." or "why do you work and go to school so much, you never have time for your friends". I'm sorry i can't drink all the time and hang out at the wee hours of the night, but i'm just learning to take my life more serious now. I sometimes miss coming home and just sitting around and going out til late at night. I just don't feel like doing certain things i use to do anymore. I don't even feel like drinking anymore. I dunnno, i still have a sense of humor about things and i think im the same person, but i'm growing up now. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME! Am I the only one going through this cuz it seems like it. I just feel like i can't get close with anyone. People think its cuz i have some kind of attitude problem but i don't. I can't help it. My fucking cousin keeps trying to hook me up with this dude, but i don't want to, so she thinks i got some kind of a problem. I dunno, we don't have anything in common. I just wanna know if anyone knows what the hell is wrong with me, cuz i don't