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As I am sitting here waiting for my mom to come and get me and all my shit... I am doing a lot of thinking (esp. since I don’t have a TV that is hooked up anymore and no awesome speakers). I’m thinking that drama is almost a part of life that is always going to be there. I’m thinking, “Think about all the shit that has happened this year! Especially this semester! Now I get to be away from it all!!” But then I think, “OH GOD! Now I get to go home and deal with all this drama that always seems to be going on.” I don’t think I will even be able to get away from it all… it is just something that I think we all are just have to accept in life. I know that this all sounds so obvious, but accepting it is a different story. You can just never escape the wrath of drama. It comes with a force of ten thousand hurricanes and strikes like an axe cutting a piece of wood… or something like that. And it totally sucks… I just wish that somehow, I could get away from it all!!! I notice that some people totally blow shit out of proportion, and that can cause a LOT of things. Overly dramatic people are the roots of all drama. Yes, sometimes, maybe even most of the time, they don’t start it, but they totally make things seem like a bigger deal than they really are. I just cannot comprehend why people do this. Like, most drama is really nothing; just something that happened that was made a bigger deal that it really needs to be. Oh, how I hate that!!! But I think that there is a flip side: the people on the other end. If something happens that bothers them it does not really bother them, they think it is not worth causing drama, they just don’t really care, or they don’t fell like dealing with any issues at the moment(whether due to school, work, etc…). I fell, since I believe that I am of these people, that they can almost be more harmful. We either just keep everything inside and then explode when it is too much, or we are just too easy going and let people walk all over us. Both I believe that both can be lethal. I think that this is most obvious when the two different types of people build a relationship; the two people are at the extremes. There is an immense power that is just plain scary when this happens… the littlest things somehow turn in to huge ordeals and things that actually are worth bring up, are not. This is exactly what made this semester so dramatic…
was why I liked first semester better than second.
But, somehow… I already miss it…
was why I liked first semester better than second.
But, somehow… I already miss it…