.the rumours flew but nobody knew how much she blamed herself, she never could drink her pain away.
well yesterday I stayed home.
I watched many movies... surprisingly Spirit is a good movie... for a cartoon.
I never recognized the mind twisting in "Contact"... its all about beleives, but doesnt specify which beleif is real or not. Kinda mixes the two together... spiritual and scientific.
My sister called me a bitch last night cuz the computer was broken and she couldnt go on it...
Had a bad dream last night... dreampt someone *cough* locked me out of a room and went into a room with two other girls...
I hate how I try to get things out of my head in so many ways but always when I go to sleep it all comes back in and stays there for the night... I use to love being able to dream...
I wake up to my mother yelling at me... now that I cant find peace in my dreams, where the hell am I suppose to find it?