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Soo..
Junior year is absolutely craazzy. My classes are ridiculously hard, and Im soo stressed out.
Im really confused on a couple of things. Is something wrong with me? Do I do things to drive friendships away? I had the most amazing relashonship with four amazing girls. Now I feel so alone. I feel like absolutly noone cares. And I feel like its all my fault. You know the feeling when you walk up to pleople and you feel like they were just talking about you? Because it gets all quite. Yeahh, well i've been putting up with that for awhile now. Sigh. I just don't know what to do.
I also hate the way my parents make me feel like shit. All the time.
Crew started which is of course, the only good thing going on in my life right now. Im in the A boat again. Yay! It's an amazing boat full of awesome girls and I can tell this season is going to be a blast. Our first regatta is in Dayton on Sunday. Oh my gosh, im scared! But it should be fun. Wish us luck<3
I can't go to homecoming this year. We have our Hoover regatta that day. But you know what? I could care less. It's not like I could get a date anyhow.
Ugghh. I just dont care anymore. About anything.
I. miss. michigan.