always got big plans
Its clear Im in the middle of one of my episodes
Tonight as the flood of AIM messages came in through my drunken eyes...i realized. No one has my initials in their profile with hearts around it. The girls that do this, in their Aim profiles...such as <3 DRJ <3 or A+C=<3 or whatever else...just makes me feel like Im missing out.
For the first time in a while...I kinda miss having "someone."
Aw whatever... thats what drugs are for. Never feel anything... never fear anything...and never a guarantee you'll wake up in the morning. I dont care how you feel about it...the risk is what keeps me motivated to keep breathing.
we've all got demons
I just choose to ask them to be my best friends.
Tonight as the flood of AIM messages came in through my drunken eyes...i realized. No one has my initials in their profile with hearts around it. The girls that do this, in their Aim profiles...such as <3 DRJ <3 or A+C=<3 or whatever else...just makes me feel like Im missing out.
For the first time in a while...I kinda miss having "someone."
Aw whatever... thats what drugs are for. Never feel anything... never fear anything...and never a guarantee you'll wake up in the morning. I dont care how you feel about it...the risk is what keeps me motivated to keep breathing.
we've all got demons
I just choose to ask them to be my best friends.