you can make a promise if its one that you can keep

[getupkid5]

why is it that you think people can change and they have and they tell you they wont go back but then you go to their house and their back up to their old ways? why do they bother reestablishing trust with you if they are only to break it again? and why is it that you let them back in every time and believe that they will change when in the back of your head you know they wont? i thought things would be different this time, i thought it would be like it was a long time ago when we were all together, and we came pretty close to being there, but then it was thrown away by self intrest.
family.

love
tara