baby;;it`s cool you suck at school anyways.
i think i`ve spent like $100 on jess for christmas. haha. $200 for everyone else. haha. =]] i only got anita && jess gifts out of my friends; cause they`ve been there for me 100% lately... jamesy gave me a teddy bear today to make up for what happened last weekend.
i got drunk at darrel`s apartment. (this kid from my class. he was a football player. 4th string. ha.) but yeah i guess larry (the sober one) had his hands full with mici (katey`s bestfriend) && she was apparently all over him trying to sleep with him. so he put darrel in charge of me. and letting me pass out on his bed. since i guess where i was would have given me a horrible neck ache in the morning. so i went along. and i guess my friend darrel who i trusted. toke advantage of my drunkness. (he was too) but still; whatthefuck you don`t take advantage of drunk girls who are your friends!! or girls period assholes. he said he asked permission. wtf. i`m drunk. i don`t know any better. i say yes to everything usually. that`s why i don`t get that drunk. but it just happened. uvblue&&redbull=not a good mixed drink. =\\ &&i was cutting mici off, cause she was drunk enough. trust me. she had like 6 mugs of that shit in under an hour. which brings me o what happened to her. which almost involved calling 911 or going to the er. she got dangerously drunk. but weridly enough pim (chick who was there with darrel) is an emt. haha. lucky us. she watched mici && told us mici over-drank big-time. &&was in like a coma-stance. awake and shit. talked to us. well kinda. mumbled mostly. puked on katey`s hands. haha. and on herself. a lottt. while everyone is fine. mici was hungover all day saturday through. fucked katey over. so now katey`s back in wi for good. =[[[ fucking mici. she played larry too acted like she really liked him and shit. so now he's hurt. poor larr-bearr<33
&&than larry called me easy last night. fuck him. >=[ trying making me feel all guilty for not wanting to date him. his best friend is fucking jon!! who by the way, never ever wants to talk/see me again. =\\
moving on... i workkk on christmas eve. =]]] with jessica so it`s cool. && anita. && aaron. can we say parttyyyyy?!?!? 11-5pm peoplee;; visit me<333 &&i finally get to hang with justin on saturdayyy!! =DDD i adore that boy a lot. i got him a teddy bear. haha. he had his tonsils taken out on wednesday. his birthday was today. &&his bitch of a girlfriend ditched him with some lame excuse to be with her friends. fuck her ass i told him.
&&chloe will be so happy to hear this. jamesy kissed me tonight. it kinda just happened. we got some snow on the ground. finallly!!! (i knoww!!! hahha. global warming shit. global warming can suck my dick...if i had one. hahhaha.) enough for a snow ball fight. so we had one. and we goofed around with throwing snowballs at eachother until i fell and he tried to catch me. ha. didnt work. he fell with me. and yeah... then my dad drove up; got out and said 'hi becky. hi jamesy. when you guys are done come inside.' haha. we just laughed our asses off when he walked in the house. and got up and i gots a piggy-back ride from himmm.
i`m tired. sleeeppy time. long day. 11-2 work. after going through my clothes with jess. than maybe call kayleigh up and see if i can tag along to the shindig at brandon`s house since i got no plans. cause jared wants some alone time with jess. relaxing time. poorr little babbeyy he is. hahha<333
PS. I REALLY MISS BOBBY. =[[ he called me a lot last weekend. esp. when i was drunk. i read a text i sent him at like 3am telling him i was sobering up and was really scared about mici and he replied with 'babe, you want us to drive down there? just say the word<3' i was like 'awww. he`s so cutee.' his ringtone is hinder-lips of an angel. =]] before the party we played pool &&it played. &&i got moody//sad cause it mad eme think of him. &&everyone just laughed. &&katey was like you two should goo out. meh. i haven`t seen him since sept. 10th. =\\
guys fucking confuse becky. to hell they do.