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i dont know why i do it. i dont even know if i do it. People all around me are putting words in my mouth and convincing me that I manipulate every situation and person that i come across. I don't know, maybe i do. When i disagree with them, they tell me i'm in denial and that i wont accept the truth. Sorry, I'm not going to admit to planning every single word that comes out of my mouth, every motion that my body makes and even every thought i have. I'm not that smart. Sorry your therapeutic evaulations and expectations of my intelligence may have been a little too high. maybe i can manipulate people, but i doubt i'm crazy enough to not realize what i'm doing. Im not crazy enough to manipulate myself. Oh sorry, my confusion and defenciveness might be manipulation in itself. My B dawg. god bless to all, even you freaky psychologists. I still love you. kind of.