HELL o.......
Well where do I begin..everything has been total hell lately...I have not been the happiest person as everyone well knows...Thanks to all my wonderful friends who have been by my side supporting me through all this...I still dont know what is going on! I know some people may think Im stupid for sticking around, but love makes you do stupid things...I know alot of people were against Brian and I being together in the first place, but I followed my heart and didnt let what anyone said get to me...this summer was awesome not having to really deal with anyone...now that school is back in so many things are said and it is very hard..."Brian was hugging another girl...Brian pokes another girl in the butt everyday....Brian this and Brian that" I jus want to scream! I dont know what to believe anymore...Brian denies it all...I know what i have seen with my own eyes...this one particular person needs to just back off...If and when Brian and I break up then go for it, but until then...oh well i think ive probably said more than I should...Thanks again to all of you who have stood up for me and stood by my side...Please stay with me...I'll always be there for you when/if you need me! You all know who you are :o)
<3 ashley
<3 ashley