Oct 11, 2004 21:52
i jus not too long ago got bak from dairy queen with lauren where we talked about everything n this one thing came to mind that i wnted to share with all u guys...
Many Years ago my whole family lost someone rlly important to them.. i had never met him, but it was my uncle. he had died at the age of 17 because of cancer he never got to spend his last days with all his friends in highskool his senior yr. n he was in the hospital while yr. book signing went on.. my grandparents kept this yr. book 4 many yrs. n not too long ago i had gone through it n couldnt help but not cry.. reading all this stuff like best friends 4 life n reading all of his memories n reading "Lucio ur a great guy ill c u next yr." n the sad part was they didnt see him that next yr. they didnt even see him that next month.. he had past away.. soo wen ur out there complaining about life n saying it sux n u wanna die i wnt u to think about this story.. if my uncle could have wut every1 has today im sure he would..which is life... u all take it for granted.. n even over the littlest stupidest things u fight n put urself in misery.. y do that to urself.. life brings u soo much adventure n curiousity n excitement n ur jus gunna let it all go to waste over hmm wut an outfit or a boy or a girl or some1 was mean to u.. BIG FREAKIN WOOP.. thats no reason to wanna die.. if only my uncle had that chance to live hed b here today with his wife n mayb his own kid or kids... but no.. u never no wen death is going to come to u.. im not saying b afraid of life.. but dont sit around n mope about how it sux.. always keep this one thought in ur mind.. if u were to die n the next 5 mins wut do u wish u wouldve done in ur life..
n then after u get those things in ur head that u wish u wouldve done u go out n do them.. never let ne1 stop u.. im sure every1 wnts the last thought going throught their head to b i had the best life ever.. soo stop worrying about the little things n get out there n enjoy the only life u have.. god didnt put u on this earth to hurt n b in pain n cry n to b all around miserable.. he put u on it to bring ur special gift to ppl n to fall in love n to pass on the happiness forever n ever..
Every1 was put on this earth 4 a reason... wut do u think urs is??
i think mine was to make ppl laugh n to give n open ear to listen n give advice.. eventho i may not b the best person to come to advice 4.. im the person that will listen n give u the time of day..
Lauren thank u soo much 4 tonight.. i swear all my best conversations r with u.. u teach me a lot about myself :)