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[getsometexass]

you know that song?
the one that you just keep putting on over and over
cuz its just soo good.
but then you start to kinda ground yourself from it...
cuz youre afraid you´ll kill everything it means
and does and feels...
so then you start to listen to it in secret..
which is silly. cuz you´re the only one who knows
that you´re grounded in the first place...

yeah that. only twenty times...
with people and places and ideas and memories.
songs too.

im reading this book about this girl who discovered
masterbation after losing her virginity and all of that..
at which point she puts it very plain and simple:
masterbation is more satisfying
masterbation is less work
masterbation can happen almost anywhere.
masterbation doesnt require other humans.
so she decided that she no longer needed a man.

i laughed
and not because of its absurdity...