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[getover__it]

Things that will always be awkward: the first phone call, the admission of how you feel.

Something I will never understand: Can a question ever have an answer? If it does then is it not a question?

I never thought I'd feel old.

I never thought I could ever feel this apathetic, or let myself screw up this much, or fall this low, or hate myself as much.

I never thought I would let myself look this way, and continue looking this way and not do anything about it.

I never thought.

I never knew.