Have I told you lately that I love you?

[getonthebomb]

School. Decent.
Work. Good.
Photo shoot. Very good.
Overall = i'm thinking about something.. and I wonder if they noticed the same thing.

You ever feel the impulse to do something when you're right next to someone but then you hold yourself back? Well.. yeah. Aside from that, I think I took some decent/good pics of Kathy, so i'm happy. It's late

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I DID notice it seemed as if you were in a contemplative mood...

[kilby]

This is Kathy,by the way. Do you ever think that others can sense your thoughts/feelings just by looking at you?...and when they make eye contact you look away, feeling slightly embarassed? That used to always happen to me. Usually it was feelings of depression I wanted to conceal. But now even when I feel depressed(which is rare as of late.) I remind myself that no one can sence how I feel exept for those who know me well and I would not want to hide anything from people who know me well enough to have the ability to read my every mood. I was once aquainted with this girl who did not want others to show compassion for her. She saw it as pity. It seems she could not tell the difference between pity and empathy. Or maybe she did not want MY empathy cause she was not too close to me..I don't know. People are pretty complex creatures. We tend to read alot into stuff while attempting to understand them. Our perceptions on someone could be so far off, so that's why it's best to be straight forward and to force yourself to say and do things, to seize opportunities before they are lost forever. I strongly suggest you tell this person how you feel. Fear is one of the most limiting emotions..break free from it's boundries! I know I probably sound like some cheezy self help book at this point and I apologize. I would like to know your thoughts and answers to my questions I'v asked in this livejournal thing..that's IF you wish to answer them. If not, it's ok. I don't want you to think I'm being intrusive. Bye..=) ::hug::