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ya had a bad day at work yesterday i could feel that something bad was gonna happen but didnt no wen, but after work my mom called and said that she was forcing me to come back home and if i didnt then she was gonna take my car away then my phone take my dad to court and fiorce me bck and then possibly put him jail for child support back taxes but yet the thing is on the last part they had an aggrement that he would pay $200 and she would let the rest go well hes been doin that but she hasnt let it go yet so that bitch might send my father to jail just cuz things arent goin her way. i dont undeerstand y things r goin so bad. last night i spent 2hrs sittin in my car after my moms phone call listenin to music feelin like cryin couldnt come to it , like normal i sang my emotions away. i just wish i had someone in my life to love me and someone i couldf fall on wen i need help,and im not only talkin gf wise im also talkin parent wise.it seems as though no one is out there to here my cry of help and anwser it. everything sucks so goddamn much, my anti-depressents wont even kick in for another couple of weeks ccuz it has to alter my brain to a spicific way. well wen that happens my point of view on life might rise a lil. well i guess that it for now.