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Well let's see ... nothing really eventful going on at the moment ... just the fact that i finally finished watching the complete first season of The O.C. -- talk about D.R.A.M.A! ugh. It was good though.
Anyway ... other than that ... i think that im kinda stuck in a rut right now. I'm kinda sorta crushin' on this guy .. but thing is .. he's kinda got his mind on someone else ... and the bad thing is .. Is that the girl that he's crushin on .. is one of my friends. The thing that sucks is that i've come to realize that this always happens to me. Like, i mean, im a good friend and all .. just ... i dont know. It's weird. I turn my back on somethings and just .. i totally forget about how they feel. For those moments, i only think about myself and how i feel. And then i look back at it, and im like ... "Whoa, what did i just do?"
And then there's times where ... i don't think about what i did. Cuz, like in a way .. I'm happy that it happened .. is that too confusing? I dont know. Little things going on here and there and knowing that no one will find out. It's suspenseful (i think i spelled that wrong)cuz you never know what is going to happen next. It's just the thrill of it i guess that i find so intense. Things happen for a reason i guess. You shouldn't regret them at all.
Yet, there's many things i regret .. but when i think about it lately .. there's one thing that i really dont regret ... you probably want to know don't you ...
well guys, thats just the suspense and thrill of it ... not knowing ...
Anyway ... other than that ... i think that im kinda stuck in a rut right now. I'm kinda sorta crushin' on this guy .. but thing is .. he's kinda got his mind on someone else ... and the bad thing is .. Is that the girl that he's crushin on .. is one of my friends. The thing that sucks is that i've come to realize that this always happens to me. Like, i mean, im a good friend and all .. just ... i dont know. It's weird. I turn my back on somethings and just .. i totally forget about how they feel. For those moments, i only think about myself and how i feel. And then i look back at it, and im like ... "Whoa, what did i just do?"
And then there's times where ... i don't think about what i did. Cuz, like in a way .. I'm happy that it happened .. is that too confusing? I dont know. Little things going on here and there and knowing that no one will find out. It's suspenseful (i think i spelled that wrong)cuz you never know what is going to happen next. It's just the thrill of it i guess that i find so intense. Things happen for a reason i guess. You shouldn't regret them at all.
Yet, there's many things i regret .. but when i think about it lately .. there's one thing that i really dont regret ... you probably want to know don't you ...
well guys, thats just the suspense and thrill of it ... not knowing ...