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i feel REALLY left out right now. everyone is talking about going home, calling people, hanging out with people, and its like im not even a thought at all. it kinda really hurts. the other night jarrod and i were sitting at my desk doing wordsearches and he got up to shower and i started reading peoples journals and i was upset, very upset, im not going to lie, and we had this big conversation about how sometimes you just have to move on from things. i dont want to let everyone go, but i understand some people already let me go, and i just have to be alright with that i guess. i havent updated seriously in awhile...sorry but ive been really busy. after i went skydiving i started getting very serious about homework, i had a week to get like EVERYTHING done, thats two term papers, a take home essay, a calculus lab, a 14 hour physics assignment (that was for ver break), history homework, and i think that is it. i also had to start getting serious about my finals that are in two weeks from today, all three of them, yea fun fun. two of my classes are already over, whew, and then one of my classes i dont have a final for, just this term paper im still working on, sigh. well so then on the 20th, jarrod came down to visit, we basically laid around, did online wordsearches, he made me read my physics book and do my homework, kisses every 5 problems, helped me memorize the derivative properties i didnt know yet. when i was doing my homework he was reading my american history book, why, because he is taking it next semester, thats right my boyfriend is going back to college, im so proud. it was so good to see him, we were fighting a lot and he was really paranoid about me being at the biggest sausagefest on earth...but he said he is over that now after meeting everyone and seeing the kinds of people here. hmm what else..oh he hid his dirty mind from me, not nice. ok i think that really is all for whats been going on, no idea though.
Saturday:finish com term paper
Sunday: laundry, do the 6 of 70 problems i couldnt finish all the way for physics(im good), proofread history homework, proofread com term paper
monday: class, study for test, class, study, finish off com paper for good, call pitt and register for classes
tuesday: class, call pitt if i didnt, homework, study, make 3x5 for test
wednesday: test, nap, class, homework, study
thursday: class, study, class, homework, study
friday: class, study, class, homework, study
saturday: maybe jump if not homework and study
sunday: homework and study
monday: class, study, class, homework, study
tuesday: class, homework, study
wednesday: class, homework, class, study
thursday: class, study
friday: study day! and run around turning stuff in and everything...messy messy messy
saturday: american history final, calculus final, physics final, finish packing
Sunday: FLY HOME arrive pittsburgh international airport at 2:39pm for any that would like to greet me
everynight full of some packing, and studying, and talking to my wonderfully adorable boyfriend...
when i come home, things might be different, for one, i dont drink, for two, its been so long since ive heard from so many people it feels like i already dont exist to them and that there is no way of coming back
that is all for now