It takes skill to be real...

Feb 15, 2005 05:15

Life has been fantastically busy and boring. I never thought they'd ever run hand in hand but i guess they can. I don't know what it is but it feels like things are passing by or that I've stopped evolving. I feel stuck again. I don't know why. I think it was the excitement of Penn. and what not and now I'm back in the normal routine. Kinda blows but that's just the way it is. I'm struggling though, there isn't much that can hold me down. I just want the next stage in my life too much I guess. I want my own house and family but I'm not doing it without the security. I don't want my kid to see what I have. So I'm gonna do what I have to so I can get in the position I'm waiting for.

But there has been much going on. My wallet has been stolen, I bought a new car, our little lounge is almost ready to be finished, I got a raise, and much halo 2. Halo 2 has become less fun though. Bungies weapon respawning system is killing the game for me. It's not halo 2 anymore, it's "get the rifle and hide" which is so lame. Its not even a game anymore, it's a race to set up the rifles. So I'll just have to venture into my other games.

It's Valentines day and I feel bad that I haven't done more for my baby. She's been working her little ass off lately. She is kicking ass though so I'm proud of her. Shes doing well in college and working full time and still finds time to find my keys, she's the best. Keep it going baby and don't worry about falling off, cause I'll be there for you for the bumps in the road, I love you. Happy Valentines.
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