trying to start writing again
In my dreams I went to your mountain. I sat on the peak facing the world and I begged. your god was there. she spoke to me through the earth and promised the world would live on. I asked her, without response, “but how?” There are no answers for your behavior; there is no reason to live without love. She said, “you think because anything can happen, you don’t matter, but on the contrary, my darling; because anything can happen, you mean everything.” I woke to a closed airway and coughed a deep breath. she made me feel alive again, without you. I am leaving now and I'm taking her with me.