coffee, cafe
so i am officially a city girl.
when i got here i snatched up at this very low key moroccon restaurant. i've been working there, but only 4 days a week and struggling with money bad.
last week i got a new job in the city at this indian restaurant. i've been working everyday since then and i'm still in training. the process is exhausting but i really need this job so i have to stick it out. its good for my resume and i'm getting some fine dining experience.
i'd love to say i'm living it up here but i haven't really wanted to spend any money outside of work and budgeting makes it hard to have a good time. but i think these jobs will really start picking up in the spring and this will all pay off. i'm tired of talking about money.
my apartment is awesome and my one roommate is bomb. the other, well she "needs to get her act together", is lazy and careless. i wouldn't care otherwise but i want her room. she said she was moving out and now is taking it back and bottom line, doesn't have a grasp on reality. whatever. i'm obviously agitated because there was no toliet paper and she has been home all day every day for a week.
in other news: its cool to see my friends and go out and be around gay people and run into people you know. i think thats my favorite part of being in the city. i do miss people from buffalo though.
valentines day is coming up. it makes me think about the past.
things with the girl are such a day to day. the worst/best part is that she is everything that i wanted before- invested, in love, thoughtful. i love her so fucking much. but i don't know if i can get past the damage. i have talks with myself constantly and i want so desperately to put things in the past but i am struggling so much with it. i don't know.
i think this entry sounds depressing but i had no intention of that. maybe because its raining and grey out. but really, i'm happy and fullfilled being here. it is everything i wanted. plus, i feel like an adult. weird.
i want to travel this summer. late summer. far away for a long time.
when i got here i snatched up at this very low key moroccon restaurant. i've been working there, but only 4 days a week and struggling with money bad.
last week i got a new job in the city at this indian restaurant. i've been working everyday since then and i'm still in training. the process is exhausting but i really need this job so i have to stick it out. its good for my resume and i'm getting some fine dining experience.
i'd love to say i'm living it up here but i haven't really wanted to spend any money outside of work and budgeting makes it hard to have a good time. but i think these jobs will really start picking up in the spring and this will all pay off. i'm tired of talking about money.
my apartment is awesome and my one roommate is bomb. the other, well she "needs to get her act together", is lazy and careless. i wouldn't care otherwise but i want her room. she said she was moving out and now is taking it back and bottom line, doesn't have a grasp on reality. whatever. i'm obviously agitated because there was no toliet paper and she has been home all day every day for a week.
in other news: its cool to see my friends and go out and be around gay people and run into people you know. i think thats my favorite part of being in the city. i do miss people from buffalo though.
valentines day is coming up. it makes me think about the past.
things with the girl are such a day to day. the worst/best part is that she is everything that i wanted before- invested, in love, thoughtful. i love her so fucking much. but i don't know if i can get past the damage. i have talks with myself constantly and i want so desperately to put things in the past but i am struggling so much with it. i don't know.
i think this entry sounds depressing but i had no intention of that. maybe because its raining and grey out. but really, i'm happy and fullfilled being here. it is everything i wanted. plus, i feel like an adult. weird.
i want to travel this summer. late summer. far away for a long time.