Livejournal is for verbal vomit.
I don't communicate with everyone i know/don't know on the internet so everyone knows how many friends I (don't) have, I don't take pictures of myself in mirrors, or at particularly "intense" moments, I don't like to show my boobs to get attention, I don't tell everyone about obscure music I listen to, I don't live with my parents
I call friends who are feeling down, I show up with presents to make people happy, I buy friends drinks at bars just because, I bake and drink wine to improve my life, I am proud of my job, I pay for my Loans all by myself, I pay all of my bills all by myself, I live in my own apartment, I make my own fun.
For some reason lately, these stupid things have been in my head. Realizing that the damn internet has made life so exposed, that I have started to compare myself to others, and I hate that...a lot. I am happy with where I am, and what I can do, but knowing so much bullshit about other people makes me question that. it's so stupid. Maybe this is more of a reason to move to a quiet place where bullshit doesn't matter, and I can just do all the things I dream about.
I call friends who are feeling down, I show up with presents to make people happy, I buy friends drinks at bars just because, I bake and drink wine to improve my life, I am proud of my job, I pay for my Loans all by myself, I pay all of my bills all by myself, I live in my own apartment, I make my own fun.
For some reason lately, these stupid things have been in my head. Realizing that the damn internet has made life so exposed, that I have started to compare myself to others, and I hate that...a lot. I am happy with where I am, and what I can do, but knowing so much bullshit about other people makes me question that. it's so stupid. Maybe this is more of a reason to move to a quiet place where bullshit doesn't matter, and I can just do all the things I dream about.