"just friends"
"just friends" I'm trying not to let that bother me. I still care about him as a friend, and we're still talking, but the situation sucks. Distance sucks. When is someone going to figure out a teleportation system kk(or a cheaper way to fly) so people can see people when they want? That's what needs to happen. I hounestly am glad just to have him in my life, even if it isn't the way I want. The way I want isn't always best for me; and I'll take what I can get at this point. Good friends are hard to find, and I know I have that in him.
On to more positive things. I'm back in Houston (of course I got into a tiff with my dad right after dinner, it was quickly resolved thogh). I'm going to the dentist tomorrow (I like knowing that my teeth are super clean, so I'm looking forward to it). Wednesday I'm going to get my Swedish Passport. That's Exciting! Thursday I'm going to Rhode Island with my mom to look at apartments. I'm excited about that too. When I get back I have another Dr's appointment, for a physical for Johnson & Wales, then back to Austin. Hopefully cali boy will be back and we'll get to hang out.
I'm still waiting for my two borderline classes to post. Either I'm gonna get four A's or two A's and two B's. Either way it's an improvement from semesters past.
Should we still have a little randomness in this post? It wouldn't be a true post without them:
I wish that you're phone worked at your school, I don't like not knowing what's up with you; then again, you're kinda locked in, not much can happen.
How did that conversation go so bad so quickly? Why can't we talk?
You need to deal with that whole situation, it doesn't do you any good ignoring it; if I was her, I'd be pissed at you.
I miss you so much, it hurts. I've gotten used to the pain though, it's just something that is there at this point: a year and a half is too long.
We're about to have an awesome time and you don't even know it.
I like that you posted back, I wish that I wrote to you more.
I hope you're okay, you never really write back. I don't know what you're doing, how you are, how the new city is, and I don't know anyone that you do for them to tell me that you're okay. My parents say hi.
I'm excited to leave, but sad to aswell. I hope it's gonna be good.
Good night.
On to more positive things. I'm back in Houston (of course I got into a tiff with my dad right after dinner, it was quickly resolved thogh). I'm going to the dentist tomorrow (I like knowing that my teeth are super clean, so I'm looking forward to it). Wednesday I'm going to get my Swedish Passport. That's Exciting! Thursday I'm going to Rhode Island with my mom to look at apartments. I'm excited about that too. When I get back I have another Dr's appointment, for a physical for Johnson & Wales, then back to Austin. Hopefully cali boy will be back and we'll get to hang out.
I'm still waiting for my two borderline classes to post. Either I'm gonna get four A's or two A's and two B's. Either way it's an improvement from semesters past.
Should we still have a little randomness in this post? It wouldn't be a true post without them:
I wish that you're phone worked at your school, I don't like not knowing what's up with you; then again, you're kinda locked in, not much can happen.
How did that conversation go so bad so quickly? Why can't we talk?
You need to deal with that whole situation, it doesn't do you any good ignoring it; if I was her, I'd be pissed at you.
I miss you so much, it hurts. I've gotten used to the pain though, it's just something that is there at this point: a year and a half is too long.
We're about to have an awesome time and you don't even know it.
I like that you posted back, I wish that I wrote to you more.
I hope you're okay, you never really write back. I don't know what you're doing, how you are, how the new city is, and I don't know anyone that you do for them to tell me that you're okay. My parents say hi.
I'm excited to leave, but sad to aswell. I hope it's gonna be good.
Good night.