ii JUS WANNA GET iT RiTE
wow...talk bout messin shit up beyond limits.
so there is this guy that ii really like...like A LOT. but because of mii insecurities ii pretty much messed up every chance ii had wit him. everytime ii am wit him all ii seem to do is smile...even wen ii try not to ii end up smilin. ii trust im so much && ii have actully opened up pretty fast. he is someone who made me happy again && it wasnt about thee physical part. iono its nice to noe that someoen cares...its weird tho cuz before we started "talkin" he sed thee best things && ii loved it. but now ii dont hear those things so much anymore. ii guess he is probably jus as confused as ii am but ii can help it. ii feel like ii am askin to much of him but ii jus want so desperately to be happy wit someone who is true to me. iono where things are gonna go && how we are gonna work out but im kinda nervous cuz ii really wanna be wit him but im not sure how he feels about me.
ii have decided that ii want to try && focus a little more on mii skewl...well see how far ii get with that one. ii mean ii have a little less than 7 months till ii graduate && go off to college && get mii grown woman on...lol. ii jus wanna make my parents pround && do thee best ii can. ii hope that ii end up somewhere good && that ii am successful. ii really wanna play volleyball for college but im jus not sure how far ii can get wit that one.
mii friends...wow that a whole new world rite there. ii could talk for days about that one but im not. there are girls who dont like meeh && ii hate it but ii cant change it. ii dont noe wat ii did to you but im sorry if it counts for anything. ii was hopin to get thru mii senior year drama free but ii guess that would be askin for to much...for those of you who really are mii friends && would be there for meeh wen ii need you the most [you noe who you are] thank you...its nice to noe that there are a few people out there....
well its about time for meeh to go but ii jus hope mii life takes a turn && goes up cuz im not sure ii can go down any farther....
so there is this guy that ii really like...like A LOT. but because of mii insecurities ii pretty much messed up every chance ii had wit him. everytime ii am wit him all ii seem to do is smile...even wen ii try not to ii end up smilin. ii trust im so much && ii have actully opened up pretty fast. he is someone who made me happy again && it wasnt about thee physical part. iono its nice to noe that someoen cares...its weird tho cuz before we started "talkin" he sed thee best things && ii loved it. but now ii dont hear those things so much anymore. ii guess he is probably jus as confused as ii am but ii can help it. ii feel like ii am askin to much of him but ii jus want so desperately to be happy wit someone who is true to me. iono where things are gonna go && how we are gonna work out but im kinda nervous cuz ii really wanna be wit him but im not sure how he feels about me.
ii have decided that ii want to try && focus a little more on mii skewl...well see how far ii get with that one. ii mean ii have a little less than 7 months till ii graduate && go off to college && get mii grown woman on...lol. ii jus wanna make my parents pround && do thee best ii can. ii hope that ii end up somewhere good && that ii am successful. ii really wanna play volleyball for college but im jus not sure how far ii can get wit that one.
mii friends...wow that a whole new world rite there. ii could talk for days about that one but im not. there are girls who dont like meeh && ii hate it but ii cant change it. ii dont noe wat ii did to you but im sorry if it counts for anything. ii was hopin to get thru mii senior year drama free but ii guess that would be askin for to much...for those of you who really are mii friends && would be there for meeh wen ii need you the most [you noe who you are] thank you...its nice to noe that there are a few people out there....
well its about time for meeh to go but ii jus hope mii life takes a turn && goes up cuz im not sure ii can go down any farther....