.:.its nice to smile.:.
dang its been a while...well im bak with mah baby and we are better than ever. I love him so much. We have had some really gewd talks and i jus think things will work out. I have been goin thru some really HARD times rite now and he as been rite there by mah side to help meeh and jus be there. He means so much to meeh and i love the feeling that i get wen i am with him. We forget bout everything and jus enjoy each others company and lately he jus been takin care of meeh...lolz!! I dont know wat i would do with out him. Well thats the gewd part of mah life but mah home life is horrible and i hate it. Hopefully things get bettah but iono...mah mom should be home next week and things are gettin worse...i did the dumbest thing in the world and i toatlly hate mah self for it but time will pass and im hoping that things will get better. Im jus tryin to get by each day and mah friends are helping meeh do it...well im lazy and dont feel lyke writin anymore so maybe laterz...