.:.not a day goes by i dont think of you.:.
everything has been iight...buncha drama but i try to but that behind meeh and not deal with it. Me and mah boi are doin great...i love him so much!! Sometimes wen im not with him i start to think. I always think its not gonna work out, or he doesnt really like me as much as i like him or even that i act to obsessed but wen im with him it all changes.(i feel obsessed rite now...lolz) am i obsessed if i think bout him all the time, want to talk to him be rite next to him, write him notes all the time, or even call him? Iono...i never thought this would happen to me. The only thing that kindah suxs is that wen we are at skewl we dont really act like we are goin out but everything else is great. Im even goin to go wit his famliy to LA...that should be fun. Im jus so happy that i have him and i hope i never lose wat ive got. Ive been doin so much thinkin lately. Last night was really bad and i started to think about so much stuff. So here is goes: first off i have to say thank you to two of mah best friends because they are such an important part of mah life. Everything has gotten so much better this year and im so happy about that, however i am very lucky to still be here and enjoy everything i have gotten. Jourdan Kylie Vernita Coombs and Lacey Renee Mossman...you guys are mah heroes for reals!!! I really do believe it was you guys who helped saved meeh...and you know wat im talkin about!! Last year was such a horrible year for me and i hated every minute of my life. and if it werent for the words, advice and jus comfort you guys gave me I really dont think i would be where i am today!! I love you guys with all my heart and even though were werent inseperable best friends you were still there for me. YOu guys truly do mean so much to meeh and if i didnt have such wonderful SISTERS...i dont know wat i would do. I know this is out of the blue but had a rough nite and ended up thinkin. I jus wanted to thank you guys for everything you did for meeh!! Your are everything..love yas with all of mah heart....Amanda Marie Shadden....lolz!!!